"Bey! Come look at this." Jay screamed from down stairs.
I rose from my position of laying in the middle of our white California King Bed to begin my journey down the steps. It takes me a while sometimes because I have to be extra careful. I swear this boy better have a good reason for making me come all the way down here. I finally reached the bottom of the steps and I couldn't find him anywhere.
"Jay?" I yelled out.
"Yhea, Hurry up." He hollered back to me. I now knew that he was down the hall way in the studio, so I began heading that way. Once I reached the room, I sat down on the couch. I needed a minute to catch my breath. It's not easy walking around when I'm carrying all of this.
"Baby, listen to this verse I just made." He said as he handed me the head phones. As I listened, I heard his lyrics for one of his new songs. I really liked it. I took the head phones off once I was finish listening and I handed them back to Jay. He had a anxious look on his face as he waited for my answer. " So do you like it or is it too much?"
" I really liked it babe." I said finally putting him out of his misery. I looked down at my stomach and then back at him and I just felt so much love for this man right now. I stood up and waddled over to him, and he turned his chair to face me. As I stood in between his legs, I looked down into his eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I love you baby. " I whispered to him.
He reached up and placed his hands on my tummy that had a bundle of joy growing in it and replied, " I love you to Bey." Then he placed a gently kissed on my stomach and said " I love you too , little bop." I smiled, knowing that is what we were calling our baby until he or she arrives.
Jay already knew the sex of the baby, because at the doctors appointment when I politely declined to know the gender of the baby, he begged and begged to find out. which he evetually did. He even took it into his own hands to decorate the nursery. I'm not allowed in there until the baby is born. So I won't know until my due date if the room is painted pink or blue, if there is girl clothes prepared for my babies arrival or boys. But i know jay has been busy preparing and I have no doubt that he will do I good job.
Just then my tummy started to growl. I looked at Shawn and he already knew what that meant. "Baby what do you want to eat?" It took me a minute to think of what I really had a taste for. I decided on some hot wings. I have really been wanting these a lot lately along with strawberries and butter pecan ice cream.
" I want hot wings. " I said replying to jays question. He looked at me like I was crazy. I did nothing wrong, he has no reason to have this look on his face. "Beyoncé you just had those yesterday for lunch you sure you want them again for dinner tonight?" He questioned. I was extremely offended by this. Is he trying to say I eat too much and I'm getting fat or that I just don't deserve the wings?
"What are you trying to say?" I asked in a tone that let him know I was annoyed. He replied, "I was just trying to say- You know what never mind. I will go call it in and have Julius pick it up." I was so glad that he wasn't going to make this a fight. "You want 10 of the hot and spicy wings right?"
"Yes babe. Thank you so much." I leaned down and showed my gratification with a kiss then headed back out the room. I heard jay mumble something on my way out but I didn't turn around to find out exactly what he said.
As i began the long, difficult journey back up the steps i felt an excruciating pain in my back. I have no idea what this is but it feels like something is pushing extreme pressure right in the lower part of my back. I mean it hurt when the baby kicks but it never feels anything like this. I stopped and just let the pain ease away. All i could think to do was keep breathing. This was not like anything i had ever endured before. I took a seat on the third step and placed my head in my palms. I dont know if i can even stand up or make it to shawn to tell him. I just stayed in this position for i dont know how long.
