I dont expect a response
I mainly want u to listen
Im tired of holding you back
I'm tired of us being so distant
I dont want to argue and I dont want to fight
But if you want to walk away then please take flight
We've been through so much and I've tried so hard
I'm just a little depressed that my hands got dealt these cards
Loving you is like a poker game you see
I really love you and I never wanna have to leave
But if there's better then you dont need me
I'm tired of being a let down
I'm tired of seeing you frown
Since you left I can't eat or sleep
I would show u how I feel but you don't want to hear a peep
I will love you no matter the price
Ill always do good by you in this shitty ass life
Like every king needs a crown
A queen needs a gown
I'm just a Jester battling this one main demon
I fight the king for the kingdom to impress you during every season
Happily I won you some would even say with a steal
Little did I know you'd break my heart beyond the point to heal
For now oe maybe forever this is a goodbye
gaddamn I really am sorry but its time for me to die
