I gave her everything I loved her for years
now she dont even care about these tears
I fight the pain
I fight the thoughts in my brain
they request death
With one last final breath
I'd lost everything I've loved in the blink of an eye
she ended is so easily with one simple goodbye
At one time my stomach was every where like a butterfly
Now every thought of her has me looking for new ways to die
Suicide is to easy and selfish they say
But isn't it selfish to make someone live is so much pain every day
I want her and she wants him
Its like a bad version of the sims
I write to get it off my chest
But just like not eating and sleeping writing isnt the best
I'm losing my grip I'm losing control
These voices inside are close to scoring a goal
Guess its back to a heart encased im black metals
My life force is like a flower slowly losing all of it petals
I'm mentally physically amd emotionally drained
Her love is what I want to have regained
Sadness doesn't look good unless it's in a movie
She slipped away so easy kind of like a smoothie
I know its all my fault and i fucked up
But these goddamn voices just won't let up
