Yah know its funny what it take to make the truth be known. In my case it took six months after we broke up for you to hate me enough to bring the truth out of the shadows. Truth is you want nothing to do with me. Truth is at the end you didn't give A shit about my heart and my feelings. Truth is your glad I'm leaving. Truth is I deserved every bit of pain. Truth is you'll read this and blow up on me saying its not my fault and contradicting what I write tonight. And the truth is I won't be around to reply. Today you said the biggest truth of all, the single most heart breaking thing worse than goodbye. Do you remember what you said? Here how about I give you a hint. "Thank god your finally done fighting so hard for me." Does that ring a bell in that single minded brain of yours? Those words hurt me and just when the pain from you saying "good riddance and goodbye" was subsiding. Well here's the truth back at you from this day foward i will no longer be fighting for you. I will no longer be your shoulder to cry on. I will no longer be your advisor. And I will not longer be the guy you blow off until your spouse upsets you so much you message me to piss them off. From this day on the only surviving memories of us will be this book. So if you want me you can come here and read my legacy. From this day forward I declare myself dead to you. you were my love, my life, my light, my world, my happiness, but most of all you were my purpose. You gave me memories and you gave me my fifteen minutes on stage to feel "important" to someone. You have me A short story. Our story together was as beautiful as Romeo and Juliet and in a modern age our story being told to the world got rated six hundred and one out of two point five thousand stories just like it. Remember when I walked you home on Christmas eve? In the middle of A blizzard in nothing but a thin sweatshirt? I walk all the way across town the exact opposite way of where I was going just BC I loved you and wanted you home safe. That memory right there is the one memory I'll hold onto forever. That was the night I fell for you hard. Now look at us if only it was like back then. Although every story ends and ours is over you'll bounce between happiness the rest of your life and I'll be dead to you and most of the world. So when they have my funeral and they try to find my cause of death make sure you send them here. Send them to my legacy because as you said its about time I quit fighting. Here's me quitting the fight of life and signing off wishing you a happier life than I had and a good luck in your future. I guess you always were right about everything here is your final goodbye.
