Broken Soul <Seth Rollins sister- WWE story>

Ch.5::Going Crazy/nightmares 💔😢

Saraya's pov::
I haven't gotten any sleep since the day i saved roman from brock because I'm either having bad nightmares or I'm going mental crazy. The real reason why I Haven't slept and went crazy is because.....Roman!!!
Nobody knows about it and they never will.I  haven't slept,eaten, never showered,barely work,frozen all because of Roman! Right now I'm sitting here a mess in my hotel room frozen/zoned out on the couch criss crossed in the dark. I was so in my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door but I didn't answer it and decided to stay where I am.  

As I was still on the couch in my thoughts that's when I heard my door open and saw that it was the shield and the usos and naomi but I didn't move nor say thing I was still frozen.

DA- Ray? You ok? Why is it so dark in here? *laying his hand on my shoulder*

I didn't move nor say a thing nor blink    as everyone was starring at me worried. Then out of now where somebody opened the blinds and turned on the lights making me hiss and hide underneath the bed scared without making a sound at all.
Jey reached his arm to me making me scared and furthered in the bed. 
Uce- RayRay it's ok! Its uceyjuicy

I launched at him and hissed at the others and climbed on the walls. I climbed on the ceiling like a bat upside down sleeping leaving them all shocked asf when suddenly I had this evil feeling to kill Roman so I climbed down and onto the floor on my hands and knees licking my teeth Like a creepy blood drinker starring at Roman making him creeped out. I jumped up into my squat level.  I was crawling all over him like a cat on a person.
Mind:: kill them!

SL- no I can't, you're not going to be telling me what to do anymore!

Mind:: then I'll make sure you suffer for lifetime

SL- go ahead but don't even think about laying a hand on them.  

She laughs

Mind:: you don't control me

I smile and head to the kitchen and grab a knife and point it to my stomach.

SL- how about this idea *evil laughing*

I snapped into reality and put the knife back and grabbed Roman arm pulling him to me.

SL- leave him alone! He didn't do anything wrong to anyone.

I switched sides but more scary

Mind- no! He broke us Saraya! It's his fault we're like this!

I started going back and forth pretending  to be myself and another person but my mind.

SL- no! Saraya it's your fault for not accepting the truth and turning into a physco bitch

Froze

Mind- oh really it's your fault even saving his fat ass from brock Lesnar

SL- Saraya you were the one who told my body to do it so it's always coming back to your bitch self!!! 

Mind- well it's your fault for coming back to WWE 

SL- well it's your fault for moving to Chicago Illinois to become a crazy ass bitch!!!!! 

Then I started fighting with myself then I reached to the knives and grabbed one and slid it across my wrists til my mind gave up.
Then I cleaned up the knife and went to lay down on my couch.