My love; Allanah xx

Last year

This is my first story do I hope you enjoy it :) sorry if there are any mistakes, just comment on a spelling mistake and I will fix it as soon as I can x

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(Last year start of school)

I've always been bullied so as I entered the gates of my new school (Wanganui girls college) I was determined to not be bullied at yet another school, I was also having to go to the boarding school facilities as well and as a new year nine I must admit I was terrified, my first couple of days at school flew by with no hassles, the day of the tests came to determine what classes we were in and I got seated in a room with about thirty other girls. When the tests finally were finished I pulled out my iPad and this girl called Allanah who I didn't know at the time yelled out across the room saying "watch out us Maoris could steal that" talking about my iPad but she was only joking. Little did I know that she would mean so much to me by year ten. A couple weeks went on and me and Allanah became friends, until one day after school when she was texting me, she told me that she is bisexual and that she loved me and I panicked and a girl was in the room at the time and she looked at the message and then she told the other hostel girls and then in less than 24 hours it got around the whole school, I can't believe that I let that happen now when I look back at it. I bullied her about it and started being a bitch to her. I don't even know why. She lost all her friends and everyone started bullying her, this is when she started cutting. I was the cause of her first cuts, and her last.

In term two I admitted to being bisexual myself and I got bullied a lot about it but I knew that I deserved it. I started cutting then too and each day they got deeper and deeper.

The story goes on and I got with this chick called krichelle and she fucked me around for 6 months and then I had a small thing for Allanah after that and then in the Xmas holidays we sorta had a thing until she stopped talking to me.