My love; Allanah xx

Term two xx

Inthe term one holiday me and allanah started talking a lot and calling each other and talking on the phone for six hours almost every night.

On the 14th/4th/2014 we put a relationship status on Facebook and as soon as we got into out next class together allanahs best friend mere asked if we go out and we said no. We didn't anyway, we just both had feelings for each other. As a couple weeks passed by and people started asking if we dated we started to change the answer to it's complicated, because it was. We both liked eachother a lot. I was thinking about her all day everyday and when I wasn't thinking about her I was with her or on the phone to her. I still remember the first time we held hands. I got butterflies in my stomach and it was honestly one of the best feelings ever.

On the 27th/5th/2014 we had our first kiss. I remember it like it was yesterday. We were outside the school saying goodbye to each other after school and she kissed me, I couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the day because I'm knew that I truly do love her. On the 14th/6th/2014 she dumped me, I cried.. Alot but I had dumped her about a month before that too but I don't want to get into that. On the 14th of the 6th I woke up and was all happy because it was our two month anniversary and I looked at my phone and it had her break up text and it broke my heart, I cried and cried and cut and cut and I don't know what she did. At about 12 midday I decided that I need to stop moaning around and do something and the closest thing was hair dye so I decided to dip dye my hair blonde, I did it and it looked cool so I decided to send Allanah a picture of it, I had the messenger app at the time and when you take a pik on the messenger app you can't preview it before sending it. I had my bright blue towel wrapped around me and as I went to take the picture my towel dropped and she not only saw my hair but she also saw my left boob, the same day that she dumped me!!!! I called her up on her cellphone and begged her not to open the message but as I was saying that it was too late because I heard her scream and I hung up and started crying of embarrassment. I called my friend Kyla and cried to her for about ten minutes.

On Monday when I went to school it was awkward to look at her knowing that she had seen the top half of my body naked about an hour or two after dumping me.

Period 4 that day we had p.e and after doing all that boring shit in p.e I got dressed, it was hard not to cry at the thought of her. after getting dressed we somehow ended up in a shower together (fully clothed and shower off) and we started hooking up. but later that day she made sure that I knew that it was just a big mistake and that absolutely broke my heart.