She's mine

Chapter 17

I am in love with this song

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Xanvier P.O.V

As soon as those words came out of Sophie's mouth my wolf was going to beast mode. I let him take control and then we started running.

After my wolf gave me back my control I went for a stroll in the park and don't worry I wasn't naked.

Then I sat on a bench and put my face into my hands and cried.

Xanvier Bloodmoon the cruelest and the most strongest Alpha is in the park sitting on a bench.

Dawn was the most happiest thing happen to me in my life. She was my light. She was my weakness. She is my human mate. She's mine. She is my everything.

Now she is gone.

I have nothing left.

She is the reason why I live.

But I have to strong for her and not lose hope. No matter what. I will give anything to get her back. Even if it means to give my title or my soul.

I walked back to the pack house and then I went in my room and of course the place was wrecked.

I sensed that Sophie's scent was her not long ago. She must have came in to see if I was here or not.

Then I noticed a not left on the floor and it had Dawn's scent as well as Sophie's. I read it and by the end of it I was heartbroken.

I could have tried harder to protect her. I should have been with her at all times. I should have marked her and ask her to be my girlfriend because then I know how she was feeling through the mate bond.

Even I told my self not to loose hope. I think I'm slowly slipping away from reality.

This is all my fault.

I can't even look at my self. I am a mistake. I am a waste of space. I should die.

Xander said " Bro you shouldn't like that. I mean do want me to die as well as you. Come out get yourself together and do this for Dawn. Our mate. Do you really think she wants us to die? She will feel it to. Think about it. Dawn wouldn't want this. Let's gets some rest and then in the morning we will go to each pack and see if she is there because you never know she might be in a different city or country."

He is right. I need to stop thinking like this.

Wait!

Hold on!

When did he became so insperational?

Xander said " From now."

I rolled my eyes.

I was getting tired.

I couldn't go back to my room because it was a mess so I decided to sleep in Dawn's room.

As I entered Dawn's room flashbacks and memories came to me instantly.

Flashback

I looked at her and she said " I was like this is it! Someone just bloody kill me ! Throw something at me! This can't be happening! This is a dream!"

I said " You know this isn't a dream. And also no one is going to kill you or throw something just because you think it's a dream."

She said " I said that loud didn't I"