One Life (BakuDeku)

Do you love me?

Deku's POV

Just another normal day of going to school and being picked on by Kacchan, I'm used to it by now, but it makes me question why I still have feelings for him. 

Maybe it's because he's absolutely perfect, despite his anger. Other than that he's handsome, strong, somewhat humorous, caring in his own way, smart, and a lot more that I just can't quite think of at the moment.

"Deku? Hello? Earth to Deku? You still here?" 

I snapped out of my day dream and shook my head and looked up to see who said my name. It was Kaminari.

"There you are bud! Finally! You've just been staring at the door for like 15 minutes!" 

I rub the back of my head and sigh.

"O-Oh! I didn't realize oops." I smile awkwardly and watch him as he goes back to his seat.

I look in front of me and look at Kacchan.. He seemed to be off in his own world too. I wonder what he's thinking about. When I was about to look away he looked behind and our eyes made contact, I froze as I looked at him. I already knew he was going to explode at me, not that it mattered.

I prepared myself to be yelled at and took a deep breath. Instead, he just turned back around.

"Huh?" I accidentally said out loud.

This caused Kacchan to turn back around and shout at me.

"What shit nerd?! Were you expecting me to yell when I looked at you?" He said.

I didn't know how to react so I just nodded my head in saying yes and he just exhaled deeply and turned back around.

"What the heck?" I thought as I pulled out one of my notebooks, and started to flip through the pages. 

"Why is Kacchan..not screaming at me?...Maybe he's finally starting to lose his voice from yelling everyday." I smiled as I kept thinking of stupid scenarios of what could be the outcome until one came to my mind, causing me to blush slightly.

"Does Kacchan... love me?" There's no way. Why am I jumping to conclusions? That's ridiculous! He hates me with his whole being. Or so I thought. My thinking lead up to the point where school had ended. I picked up my school bag and started heading out. When I was out of the school and heading home I heard a voice call me in the distance.

"Deku! Stop you ass before I kill you!" I recognized that voice, but what I didn't get is why he was wanting me to stop. 

When he caught up to me he looked at me catching his breath.

"Don't think I'm being nice to you or anything Fuck face! I just didn't want to waste my breath on a bug like you!" He said and stomped away. Leaving me confused.

"That's..It?" I said as he walked away.

He heard me and turned back around and glared at me.

"What! Were you expecting me to thank you for all the times you've made me look like an idiot!? Like hell that's ever happening. I have nothing more to say to you!" He turned back around and walked away. 

I sighed and walked the rest of the way home. When I went inside I could smell food, indicating mom was already preparing dinner, making my mouth water. I never realized how hungry I was. I didn't take notice of my hunger and went to my room.

I closed my bedroom door and put my bag on my bed. A paper fell out of my bag as I put it on the bed and I picked the paper up and unfolded it. It was...a note?

Ass hole,

If you got this, that means you weren't paying attention when I caught up with you earlier.

Like I said before, I'm not apologizing or thanking you for any of the shit you've done, but lately when I come near you my stomach feels funny. When I want to yell at you now, My mind tells me not to or not to shout at you. Did you do something to me!? What the hell is wrong with me! 

Shit I'm talking about my feelings. No! I don't talk to a shit like you about how I'm feeling!

Whatever, anyway I just wanted to tell you that. And don't you dare try talking to me at school about this or I'll blow your head off.!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    Bakugou.....Or..Kacchan I guess

I blinked in disbelief, remembering what I thought about earlier on why he wasn't yelling at me. I came to the conclusion on the one I honestly thought was almost impossible to be true.

"Kacchan...Loves me?" I mumbled as I started thinking.

"No, let's not jump to conclusions.. yet." I said as I put the note in my drawer in my computer desk. As I do so my mother comes knocking on my door and opens it, poking her head in.

"It's time for dinner Izuku' She said warmly and I nod. Going to the dining room to eat. As I'm eating I can't get the thought out of my head that Kacchan might like me. I still feel like it's impossible. I mean, Kacchan has been mean to me half of my life. Why would he suddenly just start liking me.

Unless...He was just being mean to hide his true feelings.

"Izuku?" My mom said worryingly

"Your staring at that fish, should I be worried dear?" She said looking at me.

I laugh awkwardly and shake my head as I start eating.

After dinner I went and took a shower, then headed off to bed. As I fell asleep I still thought about Kacchan. 

Bakugou's POV

When I went home I ignored everything happening and went straight to my room. and fell onto my bed, groaning with irritation, letting my bag fall onto the floor. the thump of my bag hitting the floor caused my mom to yell, but I didn't give a fuck. I sighed, thinking if I should've let myself slip that note into Deku's bag.

"Fuck! What the hell is this feeling! Dammit!!" My sudden yelling caused my mom to yell at me once again. That caused me to smile slightly.

"What the hell! Since when do I smile!?

I was laying in my bed thinking about why I feel like this. After thinking for a bit I finally came up with something.

"I'm in love with that fucker, aren't I..." 

I was in disbelief with the thought that was all I could think of. Surely that's not it. Right?

I looked up signs of love on my phone and it all said the same thing.

You check your phone a lot. 

You check social media a lot.

You catch yourself smiling

"Well shit." I said as I put my phone down and fell asleep.