One Life (BakuDeku)

Wait for me

Bakugou's POV

God dammit! He hung up on me! I'm gonna..... 

I'm gonna beat the shit out of Kirishima. I thought he was better than to fuck with my love life.

I grab my bag and slip my shoes on, and start heading out.

I need to go see Deku... I need to see him.

A short walk to his house, but a billion thoughts running through my head at one time.

I walk up to his front door.

I hesitantly ball my hand up in a fist to get ready to knock on the door.

"Just go... God dammit just knock! Why are you hesitating.."

I finally mustered up the courage to knock on the door and Auntie Inko answers it.

"Hi Bakugou, Is there something you need?" She said standing in the doorway.

I nod.

"I need to see Deku, Is he here?" I responded and she nodded. She looked sad as she did so.

"He is but.. He hasn't come out of his room for nearly three days. I've tried to get him our but he wouldn't... You and Deku seem to get along well....

She started sniffling, indicating she was crying.

"Can you get my baby back to me? Something has happened to him. It's even worse than when he figured out he was quirkless....but.... then he got one. Then he was happy again. Maybe you can have the same effect on him.

I nod and give her a quick hug. Taking off my shoes and slowly started to go to his room.

I stop in front of the door and knock on it softly.

No answer.

I knock a little louder and hear a slight shift on the other side of the door, but yet again. Nothing.

"Deku..." I said softly.

"Can I come in?" I said in a calm voice, trying not to make it sound like I was crying. Which I was.

I heard a groan from his room. And then a voice, in a mere whisper.

"F.....Fi-ne" I heard him finally answer, causing me to rush in.

The person I seen before me wasn't like the Deku I knew.

His hair was all messy, he had dark circles under his eyes, his eyes that were full of life were now dull and colorless, he's covered in dirt and just earth in general, he's gotten a lot skinnier, and he wore a frown. I hated this sight. It made me cry more.

I ran over to him and hugged him tightly. He tried to push me away, but he was too weak to.

I couldn't help it. I started crying while embracing him. 

He didn't move fro a while, but hesitantly wrapped his arms around me as well.

"K....Kacchan.." he said softly.

I put both my hands on his shoulders and looked at him.

"Listen shit nerd. I would never cheat on you. NEVER. He kissed me! I tried to push him away but he had me pinned, and then you came....And you...you...." I couldn't finish. I was crying more than I ever have.

The fuck.. I'm like a fucking waterfall now. I feel like this is how Deku feels when he cries.

I look at him and notice a bit of color has returned to his eyes, and he wasn't as pale as before. 

"Deku. I love you more than you know. If you don't believe me that is fine, but know I would never do anything to break your heart like this! God dammit, I want to punch Kirishima so bad until he starts crying. I'll make fun of him when he does, telling him crying like a fucking baby isn't manly."

I felt Deku's hand rest on my cheek, and he wiped my tears away.

I looked at him, and all the color had returned to his eyes. This made me happy to see.

"Izuku....Please don't leave me. You are the most important thing in my life, and I'd die without you by my side."

A smile appeared on his face and he leaned in and kissed me softy, now with tears flowing down his cheeks as well.

"Kacchan... You scared me half to death I've never felt more miserable in my life. It hurt me to see you with him in the first place. Unfortunately, until you can prove to me that he kissed you... I'm afraid I can't believe you. I'm sorry."

The tone in which he said that sent shivers down my spine. Causing more tears to go down my already red cheeks.

"But Deku I-" I was cut off my him pointing to his open door.

"Goodbye Kacchan." He said in such a cold tone, and I watched as once again the color from his eyes disappeared. It's as if he came back to me and then left me again. Just like that.

He's losing his hope. All his cheerfulness and determination. Going down the drain. I can't have this happen to him. 

I grab both his shoulders and look him dead in the eyes.

"Deku, listen shit nerd. I can't just stand her and watch you tear yourself apart like this. This....This isn't you. This isn't the Deku I grew up with. Please...Please come back." I was a mess, crying more than I ever have and I fall to my knees. Deku then kneels down on one knee and looks at me with a devilish smirk, leaning down, speaking softly into my ear.

"Oh? And your not the same Kacchan I remember growing up with either. You hated me. You hated me with every ounce of your being. Then all of a sudden you love me and decide to break my heart? Yeah, very smart. Like hell I'm falling for this cheap trick. You've never been nice to me."  His words shattered my heart, it felt like a million needles being stabbed into me.

It hurt.

Is this...how he felt all these years of me bullying him?

"Deku.. I'm so sorry.." I said placing both my hands on the ground while sitting on my legs, looking down at the floor while crying.

He stood back up and grunted.

"You should have said that years ago while I still believed we could be friends. Now get out of my house before I call the police." 

I wiped my nose and stood up. Giving him a hurtful expression and walked out of his room, only to be stopped by Auntie Inko.

"Did you save my precious Izuku? Oh please tell me you did?"

I gave her a saddened look and said with my voice stuttering.

"Izuku....Is gone... I can't get through to him."

She starts to cry and I go and embrace her.

"At least.. Not yet. There still is time for me to fix this. I promise I will return Izuku to his over going and cheerful way." I said softly and she nodded in response.

Wait for me...I'll get you back.