Guardian Angel

Part 9

After two days of hard work, you are in your kitchen making cookies. It is six pm and you are going to ask Thor to bring Loki back in a moment. A ping sounds and you quickly take the cookies out of the hot oven. You put them on a plate and lay them in Loki his new room so it will smell like freshly baked cookies.

The room has become truly beautiful. You took a gold, green and dark blue colour scheme. The walls are white to make the room lighter since it was very dark. A large lamp dangles from the ceiling exploding the room to a shit load of white light. you have four small lights for the evenings in the corners though.

The bed is in the right corner with dark blue blankets laying all the way to the ground. the pillows are dark green and golden. On the wall hang two beautiful paintings that fit the room. On the far wall is a large black closet with golden accents. You filled it with clothes and shoes for him just so it is full, knowing Loki he probably won't wear it.

On the left wall are two black bookcases with golden planks though. The books barely fill half a case so you put a lot of little golden home wear decorations. next to the closet are two dark blue soft chairs with black and green pillows on them. Between them is a black wooden table with a white and golden lamp. On the lamp are golden decorations, the same style lamp hangs above his bed.

On the ground is a large white fake sheepskin as carpet. You are quite happy with the result if you say so yourself. You place the cookies on the table and leave the room again. You take the key and lock the brand new lock... you walked in on him just one to many time.

You put the key in a little gift box and hide that in the kitchen. Afterwards, you eat and shower to get all the sweat off of you. When this is done you watch an episode of Doctor Who.

After that, you send Cap a text you want him back. You quickly walk to your room planning on playing a little game with the God of trickery.

Thor walks to Loki his cell. Natasha is guarding him while reading a magazine. Loki has been thinking the past days. Only you had been in his mind and your face when you told him to leave.

He loves you. Thor was right. He loves you and he ruined it. How could he be so stupid?

''Hey Thor,'' Natasha smiles looking up from the magazine. ''I am here to deliver you from your guarding,'' Thor speaks and then looks Loki in his droopy eyes, ''she decided to take you back.''

Loki looks up and his mouth falls open. Is he serious? Will his precious little dove take him back? Thor opens the door and invites him out. Loki looks absolutely stunned- which he is- as he walks along. Maybe this is not over yet?

As Thor escorts him through the halls he is fidgeting with his hands nervous about what he will find when he gets back. Hopefully, you can forget all of this and get back to what it was.

When arriving Thor opens the door for him and lets Loki in. The door is shut right behind him. The living room is empty and the bathroom door is open. You must be in your room.

he walks to the left door and opens it without knocking not giving you the chance to send him away. He peeks inside and finds you with your back to the door. ''Hey,'' Loki whispers. ''What do you want?''

You try to sound angry. '' I just wanted to thank you for taking me back in. Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?'' ''Just go to sleep so you can't bother me anymore.''

Loki sighs... You are still mad. The little hope of forgiveness leaves him again. ''Okay... sleep well Y/N.''

You try desperately not to turn around and hug him. He never says your name unless he is hurt or when he is serious.

Loki walks out of the room and walks to his door unaware of you quietly following him and getting his gift. He tries to open the door but can't. He pushes harder.

''Y/N, if you want me to sleep on the couch fine! If that is needed to make it up...'' His voice fades away. He turned around mid-sentence and found you smiling with the gift. He looks confused at the green gift with a golden bow around it.

''What is that,'' Loki asks looking at it. ''I put a lock on your door.'' He walks up to you since you're still offering the gift. ''A offer for the God,'' you chuckle when he takes it a little insecure. You smile to encourage him.

Loki opens up the box and finds the key. He walks to his door and opens the door but before he does he turns around.

''I love you,'' he randomly speaks, ''I do, Y/N, I really do. I think you need to know that. I understand you will never feel the same about me.'' He walks up to you leaving his door.

A small smile comes to your lips. Is this broken God... broken boy really confessing his love to you? Do the words mean what you so desperately want them to mean?

He grabs your hands in his and holds them tight afraid of losing you again. His face is scared and vulnerable.

''I understand that I will never have the honour to court you but I am still asking you to please court me. I could only ask for one other thing than being able to call you mine... That is that when you break my heart I beg you to let this confused God go off easy and be gentle.''

His words are so beautiful. His hands are cold around yours and he looks down afraid looking into your beautiful eyes afraid that if he will they will never let him go again and that he will be trapped, how bad would that really be though?

''Yes.'' The words come out like a breathy whisper barely reaching the God his eyes. He looks up at you. ''What?'' ''If you truly want me to... I will be yours.'' Loki takes your face in his hands.

He must understand you wrong. How could you have fallen for such a monster? You wrap your hands around his looking at him begging to reply. ''Loki?'' ''Say it again?'' ''If you want me to I will be yours.''

Loki presses his lips on yours in a needy kiss. It is almost like you are made for each other so perfectly you fit. ''Thank you,'' he whispers between kisses, ''thank you so much.'' When you finally pull back he just stares at you.

''Now go to your room,'' you speak trying to suppress a smile. His smile fades. He hoped to be invited to yours or at least not just turn him away like that. He turns around hurt and opens his lock.

Insecurely he looks at you as he pushes against the door. When he walks in his mouth drops. He looks around seeing his beautiful room. You walk in and sit down in one of the chairs.

''What do you think,'' you ask insecure of his reaction. He just stares at it almost expressionless. ''Come here,'' he commands holding out his hand. You do as he asks and grab it. He pulls you close into a hug off the ground and twirls you around.

''Thank you. Thank you so much,'' he whispers in your neck and kisses you as he puts you down. When he pulls back he looks into the room and then back to you.

''You did all this for me... on your own?'' ''I liked doing it. It was a lot of work but I love the outcome. Be honest... do you like it?'' ''Of course-'' ''Don't just say it because of the gesture and because I did it. Take a good hard look and then tell me.'' You turn him to the room and stay behind him.

Loki takes in every single detail of the small room you made look bigger somehow. He truly loves everything about it... even the blue. That you still put some green in it makes it even more perfect.

He turns back to you and looks down on your insecure face. Loki cups your face with his hands and looks you in the eyes. ''I love it, truly.'' He takes one quick look at the bed.

''Something is missing in my bed though.'' ''What,'' you ask right away. You want it to be perfect! ''I can go and find it.'' Loki his hands leave your face. ''No let me.'' He looks around the room in his closet and bookcases until he arrives back to you.

''Found it.'' He picks you up and lays you in his bed. You laugh loudly as he does that dies in a soft giggle that is as music to his ears. He walks back to the door to look at it. ''Perfect!'' ''That is really cheesy,'' you say from the bed. ''I know.''