Hey, my lovely Little Oranges. I'm so glad to see you guys liking this story. I'm sorry this is going to be a long A/N and it sadly this doesn't end in a happy tone. Not like it would if you read the title. This is a very touchy subject for me and I didn't know if I was going to write this or not but I feel I owe it to you guys to let you know.
Today at 5 pm my uncle passed away from cancer after a long and hard battle against it. I can't help but want to scream and sob in anguish. This man has been there my whole life. Almost twenty years.
For fuck's sake, I even shared a birthday with him and he was a male figure in my life after my father died. To whoever gets to decide who lives and dies and took him away from my family, you are the biggest of asses.
I just so desperately want to make you guys as happy as can be but I need to first start with being able to make myself feel happy again. I don't mean to sound cheesy with this but Life is a bitch and with everything that knocks you down you just have grit your teeth and stand through the pain.
I say this because I am the oldest of four girls. I am the daughter of a mother who has lost bother her husband and her brother. I am the daughter who survived cancer twice and I think It was so I could be there to keep my family whole as shit like this tries to tear them down.
You may not understand it but I smile with such happiness when I see how caring my community is. How understanding they are and encouraging. I truly do love you guys and hope to see this community continue to grow and be supportive.
Your chapter suggestions or you tell me how you like my work make my day but for now, I can't prioritize uploading anything in my current state. I don't know whether to be sad or mad. Just the thought of two funerals in the same month breaks me.
My Little Oranges you are wonderful and I wouldn't be here without you.
Farewell for now,
OrangeyEmpress
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