"Hey Zhangjing, it's me y/n. How are you there? Are the trainees making you uncomfortable?
I wish that I could've been there for you.
But what can I do?
You already started your present without me." I cried silently while waiting for his respond. But nothing came.I sighed as I should've seen that coming. After all I'm nothing to him.
"I'll be waiting here. Same place" i said before I hunged up. I poured all my emotions out. Crying became my hobby eversince last month.
FLASHBACK
"Hey Zhangjing, what's up?" I asked as I met Zhangjing in the rooftop of the school. He told me to meet him here before the lunch ends.
"I don't know if I should tell you this" he said that made me felt tensed up.
"You could tell me anything. I'm your girlfriend, remember?" I reminded him. Just then many things came up in my mind. What if he found someone else to love? What if he fall-out-of-love ? What if he's leav-
"I'm leaving for Banana Culture Entertainment." He said that made me felt shocked.
"What?! W-when?" I asked.
"This sunday" he sighed.
"Why didn't you told me you auditioned for Banana Culture? We promised to each other that we'll both audition the same time"
"I know. But I'm sorry. I-I couldn't wait for you. I'm sorry" he bowed politely. I breathe deeply.
"It's fine. So I guess this week would be our last?" I asked while smiling sadly. He nooded.
END OF FLASHBACK
You promised me that we'll keep contact with each other. But I'm the only one who's contacting you. You never called me back. Sure you pick up the call but you never said something. I miss the Zhangjing I used to know and loved. Where did our love went? Was it all just a LIE?
I miss you so much that it hurts just thinking of you. Where are you Zhangjing? You're probably at China right now.
Zhangjing's P.O.V
I miss you so much. I'm sorry if I never said anything through those calls and messages. I don't know if I should say or text you something. Call me a coward but I'm just scared. I'm still hoping that you will audition to be with me. But, I hurt you. You probably doesn't want to see me.
I sighed quietly as I think of her.
Those mesmerizing eyes, long but wavy hair, plump lips and the short height. I miss it all.
I want to visit you. But I can't. I'm so focus on practicing for the audition for the survival show called 'Idol Producer'. And I don't wanna mess that up. I wanna debut for you. That's the least I can do.
After the show ends.
"Congratulations on being in Nine Percent. Lin Yanjun and You Zhangjing!" Our co-trainees cheered. Including the managers.
"We need you to meet the new trainees. Within a few minutes they'll come" our manager said and we both nodded our head in agreement.
"The new trainees are so beautiful!! There is one trainee from Malaysia!!" Dinghao said. Just then, the door opened revealing 4 new trainees. Our manager went up to them and guide them to our table.
"Zhangjing, Yanjun, these are the new trainees I'm talking about" I look up and meet a familiar girl. The girl I used to Date and Loved was here. Infront of me.
"I told you they were beautiful." Dinghao muttered beside me. Yanjun became his flirty self and went up to them. Flirting Y/n. I can sense that y/n doesn't like him. I giggled a little. She mouthed a 'what?' But I shook my head.
"Yanjun, stop flirting the poor girl." I said as I control my laughter. Yanjun shook his head.
"You're just jelly because you don't know how to flirt with girls. Right babe?" Did he just called Y/n a babe? Now, y/n were blushing because of embarrassment. I physically face palm my self.
"Yanjun I'm serious right now. Stop flirting y/n." I said and their mouth hung open. What? That's when I realised that they still haven't introduced their self and I just said Y/n's name.
"Do you know y/n-jie?Like, outside and before jiejie became a trainee?" Maotong asked. I nodded.
"Y/n, can I talk to you in private?" I asked and she nodded.
"What do you want to talk about?" She asked, smiling. But I can sense it. She want to broke down and hug me. So I did it for her. I hug her tightly, not letting go of her.
"I'm sorry." I cried in her shoulder. She caressed my hair softly.
"I know Zhangjing, I know" she sniffed a little. I broke the hug and looked at her. I'm inlove with the right person. I kissed her forehead and whispered "I miss you so much that it hurts to think of you"
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I still can't over to the fact that Zhangjing never had a girlfriend (he said it when they were practicing 'What I Miss'). I almost thought that it's impossible.
