*CURRENTLY ON HOLD*
Your family splits in half and your father finds a new woman to love. The first encounter with your new "family" is something totally unexpected. It's him, he is too much to handle. You know deep down it's so wrong, but he makes...
"Is someone begging?" He laughed licking his finger.
"Mmm! Please Taehyung!" I was getting so impatient watching him just stand there admiring me.
"I'm not sure you're ready yet y/n..."
My eyes were glued to him completely full of lust.
"I'm ready if you are baby, but I don't want to make you cry." Taehyung said climbing over me and rubbing my cheek softly. "I did that enough last night..."
I sat up enough to kiss him again, grabbing is face, pulling his body against mine. This was seriously about to happen right now. Taehyung and I... _______________________________
He continued the kiss running his hand through my hair. I grabbed his hips practically screaming for more. He finally pulled away and smiled at me, "You ready babygirl?"
I bit my lip and nodded trying to prepare myself for what's to come. Taehyung slowly entered me causing me to scream in agony, tears forming in my eyes. He noticed how much pain I was in and ran his thumb down my jaw.
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"Everything is fine y/n I promise it will go away. Just hold on for me." All I could do was groan and clench onto his arm for dear life. He was so much larger than I anticipated, there was so much pain. I was about to tell him to stop but I wanted this so bad. Once he fully entered I started to calm down.
"Tell me if it's too much and we can stop."
"Taehyung I want this it just hurts please move."
He did as I asked and pulled out slowly then rocked his hips back in. Those tears fled down my cheeks and I grabbed onto Taehyungs shoulders for better support.
"Y/n we can stop, I can't continue to hurt you-"
In that moment a low moan escaped my lips.
"I'm serious y/n I hurt you enough last night when I-"
"Taehyung..." I moaned clenching my eyes shut arching my back gliding my chest against his. I heard a grumble escape him leading me to realize, he liked the sound of that.
"That's it princess, moan daddy's name."
He continued at a comfortable pace for both of us, sweat forming on his brow and on my forehead.
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I slowly felt a feeling take over my entire body. It was slow and burning through me. My eyes shot open to meet Taehyungs gaze.
"I'm- it's!"
"Let it go y/n..." he moved closer to my ear and whispered huskily
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"cum for me." The moment he nibbled my ear I was taken over by the feeling. My body was shaking and I clenched around him. He twitched inside of me and came into his condom then slowly pulled out laying next to me. Gently pulling me into his chest he kissed me, "was it how you wanted it?" he questioned looking intently at me.
"More than I ever could have wanted, thank you Taehyung."
We laid cuddled together in my bed for what seemed like hours. Just listening to each others heartbeats as they slowed down.
"Y/n?" Taehyung broke the silence. I tilted my head back to see his handsome face again.
"I'm sorry."
"It's fine Tae... but what are we now?"
"I'm not sure yet. Don't hate me but-"
"You still need time..." I finished his sentence pushing off of him and starting to get dressed again.
"Y/n wait!"
"No tae, take all the time you need! It's not like you didn't just take my virginity or anything!" My sarcasm was the only way to prevent me from crying. "Maybe I'll just magically fall for someone at school and not have to worry about you being unsure."
"It's not like that! I just-"
"get out." I didn't want to hear one more word out of his mouth.
"Y/n seriously please just let me-"
"GET OUT!" My scream came off a lot harsher than I thought. But if he kept talking, it wasn't going to change what just happened.
"If that's what you want I'll go, but just remember..." he stood to kiss my forehead softly. "I never want to hurt you. You deserve better than this."
The rest of that night was quiet. We didn't speak but a few words at dinner with our parents. I took my shower and he didn't intervene. He even waited for me to lock my door before he took his. What is going on in my life? Why is all of this so difficult? Are we not meant to be together? Or is he just a horrible person who actually doesn't even care? No matter what I have to get over the fact that I just lost my virginity to a man who isn't even ready to commit. I always told myself to save it till I was in a long relationship. The lust took over... and it didn't work that way. Am I angry? Of course I am. But I can't decide if I'm mad at him, or myself.
Things have to change. Either I need to suck it up and forget about what we could have had. Or I'll show him what he is missing. _______________________________
Sorry this took so long but writing a college essay was my top priority 💕
