28• Disaster

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"Y/n what did you do?" He pushed back crouching to my level hands resting on my shoulders.

"I-I..." everything spilled out of me. From what happened with Taehyung and I the night I lost my virginity to when Jungkook and I got revenge, even when Jungkook and Jimin got extremely close causing me to question everything I've ever done.

"Y/n..." Hoseok said moving in for a second hug but I took a step from him.

"I'm sorry. I don't think I can keep doing this. I want Taehyung, but with everyone around they're making it impossible for that to happen! It makes me look, and even feel like a slutty person letting everyone just kiss me. It's like I don't have the will to stop them! I- I have to quit Hobi." The second his name left my lips I was sobbing again, "I love all of you but this job is causing so many problems in my life right now all I wanted in the beginning was to be with Taehyung, but now... now he's broken and so am I!"

As I began to ramble and pant for air I was yanked into another hug.

As I began to ramble and pant for air I was yanked into another hug

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"Y/n stop this. You're going to throw yourself into a full blown panic attack."

"Y-you know about those?" I cried harder knowing everyone knows I freak out and pass out.

"Shh, yes I know and I don't need you doing this on me right now." He rubbed my back humming a tune for me to focus on. It worked, "you're not broken." I was still upset but no longer freaking out. As I pushed away from his chest with a furrowed brow and wet cheeks he tilted his head, "what did I do wrong?"

"Y-you stopped it..." completely confused I looked from his chest to his eyes again and he giggled.

"Music is the best medicine."

Gosh.


*Next Morning*
Waking up in that bed wasn't something I wanted to do. This means another day of being around all of them. Along with the one who wants his space from me again. Hoseok kept his distance this morning not wanting to push anything. He went down to get a coffee and we all decided to just stay at our houses for the day and go to Jungkook's apartment to have a nice little party with some drinks.

Getting to the house and walking into my bedroom I jumped into a nice shower and wrapped myself up in a towel. Being curious I poke my head into Taehyung's room only to see him curled up into a ball still sleeping.

 Being curious I poke my head into Taehyung's room only to see him curled up into a ball still sleeping

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