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Your family splits in half and your father finds a new woman to love. The first encounter with your new "family" is something totally unexpected. It's him, he is too much to handle. You know deep down it's so wrong, but he makes...
"You're so adorable y/n." He laughed, "why would you watch a scary movie alone and at night?"
"I just wanted to prove I could... but I really can't." I said hanging my head looking at my lap.
Without skipping a beat Taehyung laid us both down and snuggled with me for a moment, then he said in a worried tone, "Can I tell you something?"
I wasn't sure if I wanted to know what he had to say... ________________________________
"Umm sure." I hesitated because I don't want him to say what I'm thinking.
"Actually, let me change that." He said sitting up on my bed. "Can I ask you some personal stuff right now?"
"Depends, how personal are we talking here Tae?" Where was he going with this?
"I'm just going to spit this out and don't hate me for it." He ran both hands through his hair with a sigh before speaking, "Have you ever been in a relationship?"
My eyes must have gotten huge because he wouldn't even look me in the face. "Well, no... but why?"
"Have you ever had sex?"
"No, Taehyung why are you-" his questions seemed to be spilling out like running water.
"Have you ever even been kissed before me y/n?"
My heart almost caved in on itself. His voice went from the sweet, "you're adorable" tone to an almost disgusted or weirded out one. I knew he didn't feel the same when I heard that.
"No but I-" my voice defied me and cracked. I tried to choke back the tears, but seeing him avoid eye contact right now was breaking me apart.
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"Y/n..." he said finally looking at me, "I'm not saying anything against it, I just needed to know."
"So you're done? This is done?" I asked wiping my tears away.
"I don't know..." Taehyung stood up from my bed, "let me think on it, okay?"
I couldn't fight him on it, it's his choice. Without responding I turned so my back was facing him and covered my face in my hands.
"I'm sorry Pea I just need time to think, I promise I'll tell you everything once I know my own heart." He tried to walk to the other side of my bed, but I quickly laid on my stomach and buried my face in the pillow so I didn't have to see him. He patted my head and rubbed my back before he left my room. Leaving me to cry alone.
How stupid am I to ACTUALLY think my own step brother would fall for me like I did him? I'm younger than him, he obviously thinks of me just as a baby sister to go from cuddling me because I was scared to completely leaving me here to cry OVER HIM.
The night went on forever. I'd calm myself down, but then thinking of him again causing me to cry more. At one point I could hear Taehyung walk across the bathroom to my doorway just watching me. I wouldn't face towards him knowing it would only hurt me more to see him. He didn't even make a sound, just stood there and watched. Did he find amusement at my pain? Or was he just too stupid to realize what he just did to me? How can you flirt with a girl and then when she starts feeling the same and NEEDS YOU, you decide you need time to think!
<that morning> I put on a baggy t shirt with shorts and walked into the living room. My dad and May had to work again today so I was going to be stuck here with Taehyung all day. When suddenly he walked around the corner...
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"Your mom dropped this precious thing off this morning." He said holding MY dog.
"Yeontan?!" I said running towards him. Instead of handing MY dog to me, he stepped back and made it to where I couldn't reach him. "Taehyung stop!" I yelled desperate to hold my baby who I haven't seen in months.
"Can we talk first?" Taehyung asked giving Yeontan a kiss on the head and putting him down to roam the house. I went to pick him back up but when I passed Taehyung he wrapped his arm around my waist stopping me and pushing his chest against my back. "Y/n I'm serious. We need to talk." His voice became serious.
"Maybe I don't want to Tae! Maybe last night changed my mind about things!" I tried to pull away but he turned me to face him.
He didn't say one word after that. His eyes were locked on mine for a moment trying to read my feelings. He slowly leaned closer and pressed his lips to mine. I wanted to be strong and push him off to prove my point, but I caved. He was too good. As he rubbed my back I ran my hands through his hair. When he realized I wasn't going to fight him on it he pulled away from the kiss but squeezed me in a hug.
"Thank god..." he said quietly to himself.
**TAEHYUNG'S POV** I'm still not sure if this is a good idea. Being that she has never been in any type of relationship, should I not be her first? I am her step brother for god sakes. Sure we aren't blood related in any way, but is this too wrong? Not matter how much my mind tries to force me to believe it's bad... my body tells me otherwise. She fills the void in me. I can't leave her alone. No matter how hard I try to forget about a possible US the thought of her comes back. I'm 22, she's 17. Plus she is so hard to read! One moment she is kissing me back, the next she is angry at me for needing time.
**Y/N'S POV** Against my better judgement, I kissed him again. Something about him drives me insane. Is it his eyes? His smile? His words? I can't put my finger on it! All I know is I can't let him leave. All everyone does in my family is leave. He is the one part of it that seems so pure, so true, that he wouldn't just leave for no reason. ________________________________
