F u c k m y l i f e

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by Rays_Mask

by Rays_Mask

You.

And You.

Fuck all of you.

Here's your poem that you wanted me to write.
Welcome to what I call Amber-is-tired-and-alone

If I go into the dark,
Will you go dark with me?

The things we have are not fair
Whether they're in doubles
And some cause you troubles
The things we have are not fair

Emotions aren't
Yet they still play a part

In joy
In sadness
And an eternal madness

A never ending pain

Some say we have heart strings
Each represents an emotion
But what happens when you cut it
Cut the string

The string that makes pain
What would it bring?
Some say happiness
Some say a numbness

But...

I beg to differ.
Because you know what?
No amount of 'but'
Will change the fact
That there is a pact

Because...

If I go into the dark,
Will you go dark with me?

And...

You can NEVER have HAPPINESS
WITHOUT IT
WITHOUT PAIN

AND YOU CAN NEVER
KNOW WHAT IT IS RIGHT
WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT IS WRONG

AND YOU CAN NEVER
KNOW WHAT HAPPINESS IS
WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT SADNESS IS
WHAT PAIN IS
WHAT TEARS ARE

AND YOU CAN NEVER
KNOW WHAT GOOD IS
WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT EVIL IS

And If I go into the dark,
Will you go dark with me?

And I
I've seen pain
I've seen what would happen
What it would bring
If you cut your string

I know people who hate me
Who love me
Who hate themselves
Who love themselves

And I
I've seen good
I've seen bad
I've seen...

I've seen a lot.
I know what's been brought
What could happen

I want...

I want to tell you
All of you
I've tried
But my words

My words are hazy
So I guess it's no wonder
That I seem crazy
So I ponder

If I go into the dark
Will you go dark with me?

I may never know
What it's like
To be able to talk

I've never been understood
I've never been saved

I
Gave
Up

So I stopped talking
Yet I keep walking
Into the dark

I can her a dog bark
One of a searing pain
And I already know
What it'll bring.

If I go into the dark,
Will you go dark with me?

Will you take the hand,
That I hold out?
Will you bear the pain
That the light brings
And feel the dark
As it wraps around like a band

Will you step away from the scorching sun?
And let the glowing moon carry you away?
From within the light, as it shines bright
Is not where the good lives
Just as in the dark, where you lay blind
Is not where the evil lives

So I sit here
In the shade
Counting the stars that pop up
As I watch the moon rise...

If I go into the dark,
Will you go dark with me?

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BLEH