what if ↬ stray kids imagines

fanboy - seungmin

you looked at the beautiful view that's in front of you, reminiscing and thinking of things deep like: i miss my friends, school, everything, when will i get out from here? i miss my life.

as a tear escaped your eyes and went continually.

you were in the hospital's veranda, in front a distressingly beautiful view along the cold breeze.

until someone cleared their throat.

you looked up beside you and saw an average tall guy, looking at you worryingly.

"mind if i'll hand you my handkerchief?" he then gave you a piece of fragrant cloth with a warm smile.

you took it sluggishly and wiped your tears away before thanking him and handing it back.

"the view here is so beautiful, don't you agree y/n?" he asked which made you widen your eyes.

"how did you know my name?" you asks.

"uhm..i'm your schoolmate and a huge fan of yours, i'm kim seungmin." he answered to which a realization hit you, he's wearing a uniform that's same with your school's.

"oh really? it's surprising to know that i have a huge fan, thanks tho." you smiled at him but still surprised.

little did you know, he has a really huge crush in you since you're a talented student and everyone in school knows you because of that.

and that's what he really wanted to say, that he likes you that's why he knows you. but already thought that he might come out as a creep and hospital isn't a best place to confess to.

"of course you have, everybody loves your way of playing the piano, and you keys, your voice, you're just so great, so why get surprised when you have a huge fan? i may not be the only one tho, we maybe are hundreds." he chuckles.

"you talk too much huh? but really, thanks." you smiled again at him.

"oh wait, i have to go, sorry for interrupting your precious time staring in the view." he then started to walk but you managed to hold him in the hem of his uniform.

"wait, can you stay here for a while? because it's so boring in here besides i like your company. well, if it's okay with you?"

"i-uh, of course it is, it's nothing- i-i mean staying with you is a pleasure for me." he smiles awkwardly.

as an awkward silence derived the two of them.

"why are you here by the way? i mean, everybody knows that you're in the hospital for health manners but what is your reason for that?" seungmin broke that silence by asking that.

"oh, uh..i have this disease which i may not live further more. it is fatal in specific." you explained, looking down your own hands while playing them.

"w-what?" seungmin looked down on you in surprise as his eyes started to get teary. am i hearing things right? he thought.

"y-yes, you heard it right, i'll die soon because of this- this sickness." you uttered.

"no, y-you'll live, i know you would." he protested.

"you can go after me if you wanted tho." you then chuckled, "but seungmin, will you promise me that you'd say it to no one?"

he nodded without hesitation and started wiping his eyes with the back of his palms.

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after that night when seungmin just visited his friend that's in the same hospital wherein his ultimate crush was confined too, he came home, crying.

and after hearing what your reason for being there made him wanna visit you everyday. just in the every single day or maybe hours since you told him that your life will only last in two weeks, maybe.

so in the rest days, he started visiting you. sometimes with food, fruits, soup or porridge and sometimes with his lame jokes that never failed to make you laugh.

and with that, he became closer to you that he never thought he would be. but he never see that as a opportunity for him to get you because just to remember that your days with him will only last in a bit, it just makes him wanna go and just cry.

he would never confess.

until one day when he came in the same room where you stay, just to see you and do the usual habitually but saw no one laying there.

the bed is empty and seemed unused.

he creased his brows and looked at the calendar on the room. it's past two weeks since that day and he just noticed.

because he never wanted to count those days, it shocked him.

as he again started to tear up and searched for the nearest nurse station.

"yes sir?" they asks.

"w-where is the girl in the room 81th? ms. park y/n? where is she?" he asked them, eagerly waiting for their answers.

one of the nurses looked on her clipboard before saying, "she was gone."

"g-gone?" his world suddenly shattered in an instant after hearing those words.

until the nurse just got it, he was acting like that cause he misinterpreted it. "sir, i mean, she left." that's what she meant.

"yes sir, she left this hospital just this hour." one of them says while looking at her wristwatch.

seungmin stood there, blinking continually while making the happenings sink in him.

and after a while he left after thanking them and went down to the hospital's lobby just to see a healthy girl who's with her family, ready to get out that place.

"y/n!" he shouted to make you look back on him.

you smiled after seeing him and made your way towards him as he runs as well towards you.

and to surprise, he hugged you tightly saying, "you made me worried, i thought you're dead." he cried laughing on your shoulders.

"they gave me an extension to live." you told him. that's literally the lamest reason of all when leaving a hospital.

"how can you pull me into this prank." he rolled his eyes after pulling out of the hug.

"you can now continue your fanboying with me." you smiled warmly.

his cheeks burned as he quickly pecked you on your cheeks before running away.

"is that still a fanboy thing?" you asked yourself as you watched him get away with that blush on his face.

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pretty much long because i lose in the contest i joined ;-;