Roomies [BoyXBoy]

Prolouge

Lying on the grassy field facing the star studded sky is a boy, at the age of 16, he's facing a major conundrum in his young life One that needs an answer right away.

As tears run down his face, he looked back in his life. Memories of pure joy and sorrow invading his mind. Faces of family and friends keeps on turning randomly. Tears are shed and it continues to fall like river from his eyes.

He doesnt want to think about it. He doesnt want to talk about it. He thought that if he just dont give a damn about it it will go away. Like an annoying classmate that will shut up if you dont give any attention to. But no. This is like the skin getting itchy, the more you ignore it the intense the feeling of it. And sooner or later you will give in and scratch it. Cause it will feel good for sure. But after wards it will be too much and the scratching will leave marks, scars.

That is how he feels right now. There is a major itch in his life. He is still fighting to ignore it but he knows for sure that he will give in.

Hence the waterworks, he doesnt want to acknowledge his feelings. Cause he knows it will only bring bad news. But how can he?

The object of his affection and sorrow, shares the same air he breathes, same room he sleeps in, same classes he goes to, same space he moves on. Anywhere he goes, he's there. Anything he does, he does. It is that hard.

He doesnt want to acknowledge it cause he knows it is wrong. He knows nothing good will come out of it. He doesnt want to acknowledge the fact that he likes another boy. Yes he does. But he's denying it. The reason for his current misery.

He was brought back to reality by a voice that's saying his name.

"Are you there?" The voice asked, he knows to whom the voice came from.

He doesnt want to answer. He doesnt want to be found. Not yet. Not jus yet He needs time. He wants to be alone.

" Why arent you answering? I know you're here." What is this he's hearing, a voice that os worried, on the borderline of begging for him to come out.

He mentally kicked himself, being delusional and adding meaning to whats obvious is not helping him at all.

"I know youre here. And if you dont want to talk, thats fine. I'll be in our room. Be safe." And the other boy walked away.

Walked away. Thats what you'll do when you learn why I dont want to see or talk to you.

And he just lay there. Tears still falling from his eyes. Endless thoughts running on his mind. He jut want to lay there. And forget about everything. If it was that easy.