The Alpha's Victim

First kiss

(Quick thing guys Tae is really forgetful about certain things it's just his minds way of putting itself at peace but he tends to forget other important as well because of this & you'll see this throughout the book for example he already forgot Jungkook was in fact his mate in this chapter)
Taehyung's pov

"A mate is the person your going to spend the rest of your life. Their there to protect you from all harm and love you till their last breath. You know someones your mate when they smell better than anything else, and make you feel things you never felt for anyone else. Their rejection is very painful if one goes through it tho." He told me

I thought about it. Jungkook was all those things maybe he could be my mate. But I'm not worthy of someone like him I'll just way him down.

"Have you already found your mate?" I ask hoping the answer was no.

"Yes, and he's the most beautiful person you will ever see." He says. I feel like I'm about to cry. Of course what was I expecting, he probably has the most gorgeous mate in the world and I probably am trash compared to them.

"Then why don't you go spent time with them. Their probably worried about you being out so late." I say to him not looking at him in the eyes. He takes my chin and turns my head towards him.

"I am spending time with him." He says. I give him a confused look.

"My beautiful," He gives me a kiss on the forehead "wonderful" he kisses my left cheek "perfect" he kisses my right cheek. I want to stop him he should be loyal to his mate, but my body doesn't seem to follow what I tell it. "Mate" he kisses my chin.

"And do you want to know what his name is?" He asks while pecking my nose. I know what he says may break me beyond repair but I nod my head anyway.

"His name is" He wispers and gets closer to my face as if he's about to tell me a secret.

"Kim Taehyung" He says.

WAIT WHAT?! THATS MY NAME!!!

Before I can say anything he places his lips on mine and suddenly my mind goes blank and all I am left to think about, are the plump sweet lips on top of mine giving me my first kiss."

Hey guys. How are y'all. I'm good myself and school is alright. I actually really like this chapter and I really don't know why. Anyway is anyone else exited for BTS going to the Grammy museum tomorrow? Or when their going to preform on AGT next week? I can't wait.

Also I need your help. I'm starting to question something's in my life. Like my religion. I have been raised catholic and that's what my whole family believes in. I don't know if I believe in it or not. I am also starting to question my sexuality. I mean I have been straight my whole life and I still get crushes and boys and such but I don't know, recently I've been seeing some girls in a different way than just friend interest and that honestly scares me. Like I said in the chapter before my parents are huge homophobes actually if I'm being honest my whole family (cousins and all) are homophobic. I hope I can get my feelings sorted out soon because this is really confusing and scary.

Sorry if you read all of that I just needed to tell some one because at the moment I don't really have anyone else to talk to.

Hope you enjoyed the chapter!

<3 Lily