Life just has those bittersweet moments.
|| it is a sope story the first few chapters may seem like it's not but it's just part of the story I began writing this when I didn't know what i was doing ||
I got my brother into liking Idol he watched their performance on Americans Got Talent with me ~~~
Yoongi's POV
Today will be an eventful day.
After the dream and almost kissing Hoseok I couldn't bring myself to face him.
I tried to stay as far away from him as possible.
When he would try to come near me I would just ignore him or go past him.
I know I've fallen for him.
I hate that I have fallen for him.
It reminds me too much of the past I wish to forget.
I wonder how that boy is doing.
Does he remember me?
I'll never forget the words he said to me.
He was the first person who wanted to be my friend.
~flashback~
Young Yoongi could barely focus on school.
After the incident that happened with the brother he loved so much he felt lonely.
He only had his brother and he was recovering in the hospital.
"Hey are you okay?"
A sweet angelic voice cut Yoongi off from his thoughts.
"What oh umm yeah I just want to be left alone."
"Aren't you Jungkook's brother? I'm sorry for what happened to him."
He did this boy know about Jungkook?
Yoongi look up at the boy who was speaking to him.
He had dark brown hair and he look very cute.
He gave a small warm sympathetic smile to Yoongi.
"H-how do you know about Jungkook?"
"O-oh right I saw you at the hospital crying. His room was next to the girl's room right?"
"Don't speak of Jungkook. I don't want attention because of what happened to him. Just leave me alone!"
Yoongi just couldn't handle talking about Jungkook.
He isn't usually cold to someone.
The boy appeared scared and was on the edge of tears.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you upset. If you need someone to talk to I'll be here for you. I may not know you but I would love to be friends. My name is Ju--"
~end of flashback~
Friends.
The one thing Yoongi has never had.
"Why was I such a fucking idiot?"
"I shouldn't have been so cold to him that day."
"What was his name?"
"Why can't I remember him?"
Yoongi's head started hurting lucky the bell had rung and everyone was going to their next class.
Yoongi bolted out of the classroom and ran out of the building.
He ran home slamming his door to his room shut.
Sliding down he began to cry.
He hated feelings.
He want to be loved and show love to Hoseok.
He also wanted to make things up with Jungkook so he wouldn't feel guilt about ignoring him after the accident.
He should have tried to help him recover his memories instead of shutting him out of his life.
He can't do all that.
No matter how hard Yoongi wants to do that he is just too stubborn.
He must block everyone out.
It's the only way for him not to feel hurt.
Why does he still feel so hurt?
~~~ Thank you all for 10k views that means a lot to me so I decided to do a face reveal
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I would say "eww I'm so ugly" but I feel like everyone would then comment "no you're so pretty"
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