Lovestruck -(Wes x reader)- book two

Her whole world

Emily paced back and forth across her living room floor. Luna gave her a weak 'meow' as if she was asking 'are you okay mom?'

She called Shayne, the phone was on loud speaker as she kept pacing

'C'mon Shayne... pick up pick up pick uuup' Emily mumbled to herself

' em? What's wrong?' Shayne asked as he answered her call.

'How did you know anything was wrong? Are you psychic?' Emily said as she kept pacing and tears streamed down her face

' we were cuddling and talking and everything was amazing and suddenly he just left Shayne! He just left me' Emily rambled on in an anxious way

'What?'

'Wes just walked out on me' Emily said and she started to cry

'WHAT!' Shayne said in a shocked tone of voice

'Wes just left me' Emily said and stared into thin air

Wes had just left her
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8 Months before he left

It had been a good six months since Emily and Wes had gotten together.

Emily adored him. Absolutely adored him.

She believed they were genuinely happy together. They did cosplay together, they had done beast boy and Raven, Batman and Wonder Woman, Alison and  (from the breakfast club) etc. she loved cosplaying with him.

They would hang out, go on dates and celebrate anniversaries together.

Wes made her feel save. Loved.

On days were her mood swings and depression got too much she would curl up in bed and he would come over with cherry ice cream - her favorite- and cuddle with her and together they ignored the world.

\There was only one problem/

She loved him with her entire being. So very much but she kept wondering what if Wes met someone that wasn't ill.

It was a Saturday afternoon and she was out at a cafe with Damien at a cafe where his crush worked

'There's many reasons why he shouldn't love me...' Emily mumbled and looked down in her coffee mug.

'Hey you are a great catch em' Damien argued

Emily looked up at him and smiled before sighing

' I'm not mentally well though... I keep thinking about what if he found someone who was a lot more mentally stable? He of all people deserve that.. even with the anti depressants and counseling I'm a very flawed person who has a lot of baggage'

' he likes you for you though'

'I know and I love him for it but... it's not fair to him. There are days when I don't even want to be touched and I can't handle social interaction yet alone have the Energy to shower' Emily sighed and looked down

' he adores you. Flaws and all. Good and bad. In sickness and health 'Damien reached out and held her hand in reassurance

'You make it seem like we are married ' Emily joked but looked down

Damien put his hand on Emily's and squeezed it.  She looked up at him and gave him a small smile

'Speaking of love... when are you going to do something about your crush on the incredibly cute barista?' Emily said and looked behind the counter at said cute barista

It was Damien's turn to look down but he did it in embarrassment because he was blushing.

'What? There's no crush ' Damien mumbled