have you ever "fallen in love" with someone, and you know–you just know–they'll never feel that way in return?
because holy fuck does that hurt.
but it's also like...partially their fault too. that you're hurting, i mean. because they've kind of led you on.
for example, they say they love you. all the time. but only using ily, i love u, or love ya. bitch, these are all different from i love you.
but because you're so drunk on love, you say it back. but you actually mean it, you actually say i love you. you confess your love to them all the time but they're just...just so dense.
and then they go and tell you that they really do love you, but only platonically. like, they love you, just not in any other way besides a friendly way.
but i can't fucking relate because hello?? i love you??? i'll do anything, just please love me back. please...just say it. say that you love me. make me feel like someone loves me. i just wanna be loved by you.
or am i just not lovable? maybe...maybe that's it.
i know i can be a bitch at times, but im still a good person.
right?
just a thought.
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Poesía" a book in which taestheticallysuga has minor mental breakdowns and decides to write it out for validation "
