irene's thoughts

welcome

hi.

my name's irene aguilar, im 15 years old, and im basically sad all the time.

well i wouldn't say all the time, but....most of the time. im sad enough to write like fifteen bts angst one shots, but im not that great with my words, so this will have to do.

certain people make me feel good sometimes, happy if you will.

but that's besides the point.

this book will be filled with my thoughts and commentary on what has happened in my life so far, so expect an abundance of sadness.

before you go and comment "but you should be happy, im here if you ever wanna talk," know that i know you're there. that you're there to listen to me. that you're there to help me forget.

but maybe that's not what i want.

maybe....maybe i don't feel comfortable talking to an individual, one on one. whether it be through text, facetime, or in person.

but we all know bottling up our thoughts isn't the answer....

so, why not just type it out and publish it online to over a thousand people?

y'know, i could've just not written this book at all, and just write my thoughts into my "rant/spam" book, but i wanted to put all of my sad, boring thoughts into its own special place.

think of this as a diary. a public diary. a diary in which you, as a reader who can probably relate to whatever i jot down, could comment on and add your own thoughts; we could create this whole book of thoughts.

did that make sense? no? good. it's not supposed to make sense.

because nothing makes sense.

but then again...that's just a thought.