New Soderstrom and Goodbye

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I open my eyes and blinked a couple times and realize "wow, i am moving to Australia" i tear up a little because im gonna miss sweden, im gonna miss Martin, and definitely and the most important, mum. But all of us need to move on. It's 6 am. Everythings seems so quite, so peaceful. I walked to my wardrobe and grab a sleeveless black tee, shorts, my black watch, and black sandals and this little black bracelet. And about my hair.. perfect bun are enough for me, i guess? im not going to.. well i just dont know what to wear, so whatever.

on 7, martin came to my room and help me with all of my suit cases and my bike that will tag along with me on this adventure. We're going downstairs and my mum made this so damn delicious pancake. She always cook something good, so damn good. too good. aw im gonna cry *sobs*

"mum?" suddenly i lose my hunger. I just really really wanted to hug her

"yes honey?" she looked at me like she always did. Like i was 7 or something. I really love her warm blue ocean eyes. I really really love everything about her. Like seriously she is perfect

"can i get a hug?" she smiled and sob and her warm body hug my 'needed a hug' body. Her body just pour my body with love and warm, and more love, and more love, like safety and peace? More like i dont know

"what kind of question is that? I always enjoying to hug babies like you" warm tears just really like make my face super wet, super red. Like i wanna stay here forever

"sush, go get your breakfast done and go to airport before they leave you. They dont wait people who is cry baby like you, my little baby." she kissed the top of my head

-in the car-

"so uh..." his face was telling me that he's hiding something. He looked super nervous. Those blue eye just getting darker and darker when he nervous. Ain't nobody can lying to me. I can read everything with just look at your face, dude. I know right? I am super cool

"yea?" im waiting for him to continue his sentence.

"its about me and jess" it shock me right. WHAT IF HE'S GOING TO TELL ME THAT THEY BRO- i couldn't continue. I think i just fainted

"im marrying her" OH MY GOD I AM SCREAMING JESS AND MARTIN IS GOING TO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I CANT HANDLE THIS. I JUST CANT.

"I THOUGHT YOURE GOING TO SAY THAT YOU TWO JUST BROKE UP! OH MY GODNESS I CANT BELIEVE THAT MY DREAMS CAME TRUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and then martin's cry. HES FUCKING CRY!

"stop shou-" i poke his mouth

"no i wont" 

"yes you wi-" i wouldnt let him speak again so i kiss him on the cheek.

Here's the airport, place that saw many kisses, many goodbyes, many tears, many screams, many smiles, many happines, many sadness, many hugs. And now, the airport gonna watch me and martin say goodbye, hugging each other, cheek kisses, our tear drops, and let out the sadness.

First thought: "martin, i dont want to-" he hug me and said "you-have-to-go"

I call ashton to tell that i am ready to flying to Australia.

bye sweden

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