SwanQueen Oneshots

Choose me

I wake to a loud banging on my door. Who the hell could that be. It's one in the morning.

I open the door. It's her.

"Emma," I breathe out. Suddenly she's walking through the door and pushing me against the wall. I hear the door slam shut as pushes her body flush against mine. She stares into my eyes before pushing her lips against mine. I kiss her back gently before pulling away.

"Emma what are you doing? You're getting married tomorrow."

"Shhh please just give me this. I just need to feel you one last time." We're both crying.

"Marry me instead, Emma. We can run away from this place."

"You know I can't."

"You can!" I yell, despite our close proximity. "You're just scared." She violently shakes her head. The tears are running down her face. She doesn't attempt to wipe them away. "I love you Emma. Do you not understand that? I love you!" I'm screaming at her now. "Why can't you see that?"

"I can't marry you." She stares at her feet. I grab her tear stained cheeks and make her look me in the eyes. "You deserve better than him."

"I'm sorry, Regina." She turns to leave, but I pull her back. I wrap my arms around her waist and kiss her, just one last time. She pulls me against her, deepening the kiss. My lips part slightly and her tongue slips in. We kiss with so much passion. I pour all the love I have for her into it. We kiss until our tears become too much to ignore. I pull her against me, holding her as we both sob.

She opens the door and turns her head to look at me. "Are you going to be there tomorrow?" I simply nod my head yes. I am unable to speak.

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I walk into the church late. I almost didn't show up at all, but I promised her I'd be here. I sit down at the back just as the music starts. The doors open and her bridesmaids enter. Then I see her. She's so beautiful. The tears in my spill onto my cheeks and I let them. I stare at the floor throughout the ceremony.

"Emma, do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do you part?"

The church is deathly silent. Emma finally looks at me for the first time. We stare at each other. Tears are streaming down both our faces. I give a nod, so small I'm surprised she saw it, but she did. She then looks back at him. "I do."

My ears are ringing. I don't hear anything until they are both facing the crowd, holding hands.

"I present to you, for the first time Emma and Killian Jones."

I stay there until everyone has left, just letting myself cry while everyone walks by me. The janitor comes and tells me he's locking up for the night so I go and sit on the cement stairs outside. I have no intention of leaving anytime soon. It soon gets dark, and I still sit there.

After I have no idea how long, a certain blonde comes and sits beside me.

"Shouldn't you be tangled up in bed with your husband?" I say dryly.

"He's at a bar celebrating."

"Of course he is." I roll my eyes.

I suddenly stand up and look at her. It suddenly all comes rushing back. "You married him! You're so fucking stupid," I cry out. She pulls me back down and holds me tight. I cry in her arms until I don't have any tears left, then I cry some more.

I'm sorry!! I just had to write this one. Its been in my head forever.

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