In love with an Introvert (Thomas Brodie- Sangster x Reader) »COMPLETED«

Chapter 13

Thomas POV

As she leaves I lie on my bed, dumbfounded. I didn't mean to be mean to her, Great, now I feel guilty. I sighed at that thought and tried to go to sleep.. But I can't, I can't stop thinking about the fact that I was being mean to the person I've loved the most, wait, what?

Did these feelings came back to me? Do I still love her all this time? I don't know..

I sit up and searched for something in my bag. I reached for a flashlight and Y/N's notebook and began to re-read it. It was the notebook that I stole from her a few days ago, she didn't know that I bring it along with me all this time, incase I build up the courage to give it back to her.

As I read it every time, those feelings I keep on telling about always grows. I stopped at a page and start to read it:

Do you ever know the feeling that you're just sitting there, doing nothing but read, and then someone you have loved always bully you even though you didn't do anything to him and then you'll get depressed when you see him, together with another girl? Because that's what I always feel whenever I see him like that, sometimes, I just wanted to grab something sharp and cut myself, but why would I waste my time hurting myself instead of letting myself move on from it by reading books and listen to music?

I don't know why, but I don't want to get these feelings get in my way. He is happy on what he is right now, why would I change it? But he is always Out of my limit whenever he do such things, but I let him be happy and I let myself be an introvert, having my feelings all bottled up in a bottle, wishing we were still friends, just friends.

I continued to read it, not noticing a tear slipped out of my eye.

As I was reading it, I hear the door creak open so I immediately turned off my flashlight and hid the notebook under my pillow and pretended to sleep.

I sneak a peek to see who entered our cabin. So I let my eyes half opened to see Y/N, standing in front of a mirror, scanning herself. She lifted her shirt up to see fresh bruises around her sides and waist, she touched them, putting a light pressure to it to see if it hurts, she silently hissed in pain. Where did she get them? 

Y/N POV

I calmed myself down and try to relax by the bench. until I hear a couple of people being all lovey dovey with each other. I stand up to take a look who it is. It was Lavender, making out with another guy. My eyes went wide, not even noticing I let out a loud gasp, I cover my mouth with my hand, stopping myself on what I am about to do. They heard me and their heads turned towards me. They looked at me shocked, as I run away from them.

They run after me because they think I was going to tell Thomas, well he's already asleep, and I don't want to wake him up. Besides, will he even believe me when I tell him? No. But I will try to tell him tomorrow.

As my thoughts were running, I'm physically running away from them to. I looked back just to see Lavender, hot on my heels. As I turn back around, I tripped and fell hard on the ground. I was trying to get up, but someone's foot stepped on my back, not letting me stand up. The other one kicked my side, I let out a groan in pain.

I realized it was Lavender who was kicking me when she crouched down to talk to me, "Don't you dare tell Thomas about this, or else I'll beat your shucking face up. Understand?" She didn't wait for an answer and kept on kicking me until she was contented.

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I tried to stand up, without feeling any pain. But it's to hard to neglect it. So I struggled to get up and walked to our cabin.

As I entered our cabin, I looked at the mirror, scanning myself. I lift up my shirt to see more bruises appeared. Great. I touched one of them with a little pressure to see if it really hurts. I hissed in pain as I pressed it. Tears started to well up again. I head to bed and lay down, facing the wall, my back facing Thomas. I was trying not to cry, but tears had fallen down, soaking the pillow, I let out quiet sobs. Why is it always me? I think to myself as I cry myself to sleep.

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A/N: Thanks for reading! Even if it sucks. I hope you enjoyed the little drama session in this chapter. Again, I'm sorry if some sentences are grammatically incorrect for some people who are reading this. Enjoy your day/night!!

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