Start Over Again

VI

              I threw some clothes into my case followed by my makeup bag. Waltzing across my room, I reached up to my top shelf to try and get my camera down. With a thud, I managed to pull some sort of book down and have it conveniently land on my head. I stared intently at it, memories of every night writing in it of the events that occurred that day. Cringing at the thought of what my 15 year old brain could write, I opened the first page.

October 4th 2015: 8:35am: Today is the day Blake and George's new friend comes over to talk about music stuff. I'm a little bit scared to meet him but if he's as nice as g I'll be ok. I'll update after school see ya!
3:20pm: I ran home from school so I'd be in before the lads got in. I'm really nervous about it I don't think I want to be with them incase they like him more than me. Any way I guess we'll find that out when they get back in. Apparently this reece boy is meeting them in town and they are walking here.
4:56pm: I think I'm just going to stay up in my room until they leave. They are laughing and playing on the wii. But it's ok I'll get to meet him another day and I'll be able to see Blake and George tomorrow.
7:47pm: I've just heard the door shut and that means that g has left. I guess I'll wait until I hear the door shut again then I'll go ask Blake about his day. I'm going to put on my pyjamas and listen to One Direction until then.
8:12pm: The door just closed so that means I can finally go downstairs. I'll fill you in on everything when I come back up. See you then!

Slowly, I pulled open my bedroom door and snuck onto the top of the stairs. I couldn't hear anything so I wandered down to talk to Blake about everything. As I went to open the living room door, it was swung open and I was standing face to face with my brother and a stranger. "Oh Deanna good you're here! This is Reece who I was telling you about the other day!" He smiled, pointing at the boy who was looking me up and down. "Umm... Hi... How are you?" I replied, shyly.
"Hey Blake is this your girlfriend because she's way to ugly to be a Richardson." Reece said, laughing slightly as he spoke. It took me a couple of seconds to process what had happened. I know I didn't look good at the moment but that's because I wasn't expecting company tonight. Was I really that bad? Did my face make everyone laugh? Tears began streaming down my face as I spun on my heels running back up to my room and slamming the door behind me. Throwing myself onto my bed, I cuddled my pillow and let it all go.
              Once I composed myself, I grabbed my diary from my bedside cabinet. It was how I expressed how I was feeling most days.

8:47pm: Well it's time for a change! Tomorrow is a new day! New day=New me! I'm thinking about going on a diet and starting the gym at school it'll be great.

              Shook from my thoughts, I heard footsteps running around on the landing. I threw my diary into the case and pushed it under my bed. They'll know tomorrow when I leave. I don't want Blake or George trying to talk me out of it.

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Thank you so much to everyone who has read my book so far! We've hit 100 reads! I'm so thankful for everyone who takes time to read it and vote! I really hope you are enjoying it as much as I am writing it. This is a two part chapter and the other half will be uploaded tomorrow! I'd also like to thank kindaaalright and wildheartsmith for helping me think of this little plot x