First Kiss

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Heather's POV

    I was walking home when i spotted a black rang rover parked in an ally.  The lights were on, and music was playing.  i didn't know if i should of checked it out or went home. Since i liked to sometimes do dumb things, I checked it out.   The windows were rolled down and there was a man laying down.   

I tapped the man on his shoulder hoping he was alive while i stared at him.    

he didn't move.  

 My mind was all over the place and the only thing that made sense was to call the police.  Pulling out my phone, i mumble " This is fucked"  quickly, i dial 911 and put the phone to my ear.   While i was waiting for them to pick up, i heard a loud groan.   i dropped my phone startled staring at the man.    Hearing my phone hit the ground made the man quickly look at me.    My eyes started to water and i couldn't speak. 

It was Sam...

" Heather?"  Sam smiled reaching out to touch my arm but i stepped back.    He flinched and opened his door.   " St- stay away from me" i finally say as he jumped out of his car.   once the door shut, he walked towards me.   i backed up till i was touching the wall.  " G-go away"  i whisper frightened at his closeness.   He stared at me for a while before saying " I'm sorry" 

This is the 5th time he apologized.  does he really care about me?  i ask myself looking down at my converse.  he softly touches my chin and slowly makes me look at him.   " I really mean it Heather"   he whispers only for me to hear.    I couldn't do it... i couldn't look him in the eye and say i forgave him because i really didn't.  he hurt me and made me feel worthless.  He used me just like he used the rest of the girls at school.  How can i be in love with such a horrible person.  

Am i in love?

i just met the guy... 

i finally look up and meet his blue eyes.  " Why?"    he sighs and slowly leans in.   what is he doing? i thought as he got closer.   my eyes widened once his lips touched mine.   his lips were soft and i couldn't help but moan into the kiss.    my lips were closed while he kept trying to open mine.  " Open your mouth"  He said and i immediately opened it letting him stick his tongue inside my mouth.  it was slimy and weird but i didn't mind.  He deepened the kiss holding me in place as i fought for air.   he was kisses me so hard not letting me breathe.    i use my hands and try to push him off me but he only kissed me more hungrily.   " S-sa-  i managed to say.  understanding that he was going to far, he stopped.     

we both stare at each other breathing heavily.    I close my eyes wiping the sweat off my forehead.   Kissing him made me feel loved and i never felt loved before.  no ones ever kissed me like that.   

 is it bad that i want to kiss him some more?    noticing my awkwardness,  Sam rubbed my back trying to make me feel better but i wasn't feeling better!  i wanted him to kiss me some more so i did what any other girl would do in this type of situation.   

i kissed him..

I lean in and smash my lips onto his. Instantly, he kissed back.   i can't believe i'm kissing the guy who let my mother take me. he moved my body towards his car and kissed me hungrily. my back was touching the front of his car making me uncomfortable.    he whispers " Jump" and i do it without hesitating.    He began touching me in places I've never been touched before kissing me roughly.   quickly, i grab his hand stopping him from going any further.   He removed his lips from mine and stared at me in shock. 

" I- i'm sorry"   

" It's okay" i whisper. 

" I'm sorry for everything Heather.. pleas-"   i shut him up kissing his cheek.    


THEY FINALLY KISSED! I FEEL LIKE I DID A GREAT JOB WRITING THIS CHAPTER GUYS!  

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