YG Mafia

CHAPTER.12

blackpink house 3:50am

It's 4am and Jennie can't sleep. She keeps rolling around in her bed. Getting hot because of her blanket, and suddenly getting cold again because of her blanket being taken off.

She quietly gets up from her bed not trying to wake up Lisa, who is sleeping calmly with her hair messed across her face. Jennie tangles Lisa's hair from her face and behind all that her face is still beaten from all the make-up.

She must have been so tired from her schedule today. She might have forgotten to take off her make-up.

Jennie grabs wet cloth. She picks off Lisa's false lashes first and starts cleaning her face.

When all her make-up is off. She takes a moisturizer and puts dots all over her cheeks, forehead, nose and chin. Then smears it over the young girls face.

She finishes up with putting lip balm over her lips to prevent it from drying out.

She kisses her forehead like a mom would "sweet dreams"

She puts on a long warm coat and a cap.

She gets out and opens the frontdoor and does what she always does.

Overthinking on a bench in the park with a cigarette between her fingers.

The last blow escapes her mouth before she throws away her cigarette and the steps on it. She grabs her phone out of her pocket. Jennie is Looking for a number through her contacts.

A number of someone she loves dearly. The only one she can trust. She would die for this person, or no, that's too easy, she would love for her.

Right when she found the number, she clicks on the caller.

"Hi Jinny
"Hey Jen, how is you doing?"
"I'm fine
"Fine? Yeah right. Tell me what's on your mind.
"I kinda don't wanna talk about it on the phone...
"Yeah and I'm gonna come to you in Seoul. The first step I can put in Korea, YG will lock me up in his dungeon and kill me.
"I need some one to listen to me. No one ever listens to me here.
I need you.
"You know I'm always here for you. Look we may not have any other family but we only have eachother.

A tear escapes her eye after holding it ever since hearing her sister's voice.

"I... Um I'm going to Paris fashion week next week. They want me to be at the Chanel show, can you also come? I heard it's not far.
"Four hours with the train. I suppose. I'll tell you later if I can come.
"Please come.
" Don't pout like that. Remember that I'm the youngest. It's not my job to act like an adult, that's yours.

Jinny tries to change the atmosphere by making her sister smile.

" Huhu you is soooooo funny.... I have tea.
"SPILL IT SHISHTER
"Don't ever say that again. I will kill you. I went out--
"YOU'RE SEEING SOMEONE. FINALLY IVE BEEN WAITING FOREVER. WHO!
"MCSCUSE ME DID I FINISH?! it wasn't like that. It was more between friends. It's with Junhoe. He's not my type. Actually, you know what, I don't need no man, f*ck'm.
"I don't see what's wrong with him. You know who would be a good match for you. Someone who is soft but hard. A rapper but can also sing. Cute face but street style. Must be carefree but looks out for you. Do you prefer girls or boys. *Gasp* KIM-
" Okay Cupido I don't need yo advice, Imma say that shit again, I'm the man I run it. ANYWHO we went to the park together and he kept talking about the past and stuff. After that we went out to dinner, it was such a nice place, we ate Turkish, have you ever had it was bomb.
"Yes, I've had that before. There a a lot of Turkish restaurants here and yes, it is the bomb, but go on.
Sooo he kept talking about love. He even asked me what I thought about it. Do you think he has a crush on someone?
"According to my calculations. Lets add this shit+ that shit. Sis, he 200% has a crush on someone.
"HA I KNEW IT!"

She covers her mouth when she realizes she is speaking too loud in the middle of an abondon looking park. Even tho no one is there in the early morning.

"Thank you for listening.
"Anytime sis
"I'll go now, bye
"Take care

And that's how the call ends. She looks around her and takes a pack out of her pocket. She takes a paper and places it on her lap, puts the green weed in a stroke and roles it up.

Liking the side of the paper she looks around her to be sure no on else is in the park. She closed it and lights the cigarette up.

Not long ago, her weed addiction started.

Her and Lisa were hanging out alot before their debut, they used to smoke cigarettes secretly in dark allies. Afraid they would be caught by the others.

They always used to talk about all the bad things happening in their lives and their bond grew stronger and stronger.

Both the girls have been diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). Lisa didn't use to eat for weeks and dance in the studio untill her body was weak enough to pass out.

Meanwhile Jennie used to harm herself. Her body would be full of cuts and scars from he legs to even her neck. Many days and night she has been sitting on the very edge of the building pushing herself little by little away from the roof.

She thanks God everyday for not jumping and for having Lisa by her side.

Even if they're both broken, they fix eachother.

After staying in the hospital and talking to a therapist for months. The doctor concluded they both have gotten cured. However their addiction to to tabacco has still been going on.

But lately Jennie constantly hears voices speaking in her head. The only way she can shut the voice up is by using drugs.

Lately Jennie's trust for has become less than it used to. Ever since their debut she feels like Lisa has been acting distant and it's really suspicious to Jennie.

She has realized that Lisa is busy doing something behind her back but has to find out what.

It has become so bad that they may not ever be the as they used to be pre-debut.

Ever since joining YG mafia, Jennie knew she can't trust anybody but herself. Everywhere and everytime danger can come from the most unexpected places.

Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.