╻jisung likes peace and quiet and chenle is the opposite to that╹
❀ chensung
❀ chogiwanese
━┅ ✎ this is made out of pure entertainment and a hundred percent FICTION. the characters portrayed in the book DOES NOT depict on what the idols...
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no, it took two letters to hurt jisung this bad.
his phone kept on ringing, being flooded with missed calls and messages from his friends. all of them sending him comforting words but jisung doesn't need them. jisung doesn't need the "it's ok" "it's going to be fine" messages. what he needs is chenle's explanation.
they were fine, they had the most ideal relationship, it's just that they weren't boyfriends. where did it all go wrong?
was his love not enough? is chenle uncomfortable with jisung holding his hand? does the boy hate cuddles? did he get bored with the two of them always kissing? or was jisung that clingy that chenle found it annoying already?
but jisung could change. anything for chenle, he could change his ways just for chenle. ❝chenle..❞
the younger sniffed as he curled down on his bed. he didn't even get to visit his mother at the hospital today, too hurt to go anywhere but just his small apartment.
❝this must be a joke..❞ jisung let out a giggle ❝tomorrow will be okay..❞
he told himself, even though deep inside he knows this was real. this was the real deal. that was chenle's answer and there's nothing he could do about.
❝chenle's going to come to me and tell me that he was just kidding.❞ what he is saying to himself is the complete opposite from what his mind is telling him.
his mind is telling him to accept the fact that chenle really said no and that chenle doesn't love him the way he loves chenle. but what about the moments they had? were those all nothing to chenle? was he just nothing to chenle? nothing but a friend.
❝he never loved me..❞
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it would be a shame if jisung would give up that easily. he wants an explanation. not from his or chenle's friends, but from chenle himself. he wants to hear it from chenle, he doesn't want their friends telling him that maybe chenle was not in the mood. that chenle meant to say yes but was scared.
he wants to hear it from chenle.
but how can he when the boy doesn't even talk to him even inside the classroom. the boy isn't even hanging out with them during lunch breaks these past few days. chenle was distancing himself from them. even from donghyuck, who is chenle's closest friend.