LIFE OF AN HEIRESS

Chapter 9

Hannatu's pov

My body was shaking in fear, I clutched my hands to my chest to reduce the nerves that was overwhelming. I picked my phone up and dialed summayas number, it rang twice before she finally picked.

"it's today! Summaya it's today I'm so scared. What am I gonna tell him?" i asked frantically

"You knew, I mean it was bound to happen. I'm surprised it took longer but you've got to stay strong, there's nothing you can do about it" summaya answered nonchalantly

"I don't know what to do, I wish I never made this stupid plan to beginwith. Why didn't you stop me?" i was panicking and this wasn't a good sign

"look, calm down okay? Take deep breaths" i listened to her taking deep breaths that slowly calmed my nerves down

"Good, now there's no use of panicking when you know you don't have a choice. My advise to you based on experience is let it happen, don't force yourself. Go with the flow, take it slow And when it's over you can sit and calmly explain yourself to him." i nod as she talked, even though she couldn't see me.

"Yeah you're right, after all I indirectly asked for it." my shoulders slump as I let out a frustrated sigh

"look it's going to be fine okay?" the softness in her voice made me smile

"Thank you summy, I'll call you tomorrow."

"Okay, bye."

I hang up hesitantly placing the phone on my bedside drawer.

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The door opened and closed slowly, I could feel my body tense up. I clutched the blanket that was covering my body tightly, my heart was racing so fast.

Warm soft hands caressed my waist softly, rubbing it in circular motions. My mouth suddenly got dry and my eyes watered, 'is this really happening?' I asked as I feel his soft lips on my neck.

"We both know you're awake Hanna" he said with his husky voice, I ignored him and continued pretending I was asleep.

My hands fly down immediately to stop his as he placed it under the knee length night gown I was wearing "s-stop, p-please Nasir." i manage to say as my voice shook.

"Is that really what you want? Cause I'll back off and let you be" he replied, his voice thick with desire. It scared me, so so much but also did things to me. I look into his eye and nod giving him the go ahead.

I felt his hands travel all over my body and I couldn't do anything about it, I was now lying bare under a man I had no feelings for or at least was lying to myself about cause in no way was this forced and I liked it.

"God you're beautiful" he comments as he stared at me from head to toe, I tried to cover myself from his lustful gaze. My naked body shook with embarrassment, while his dark eyes did nothing but show his intent.

"Just don't judge me and go slow." i begged as I stared into those dark orbs that were starring back at me, he lowers himself between me and dives straight for my neck before leaning down and kissing me passionately. My treacherous body wasn't listening to me, I was making sounds I shouldn't be making. Enjoying things I shouldn't "you're delectable, i don't think I can take it anymore." he finally says.

I close my eyes as I waited for what was coming, no felt what was about to happen.

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My eyes pried open, the sun hitting my face was hot and blinding. I took time to take in my surrounding before it all came back to me, the ache I felt all over was enough to assure me everything that happened wasn't a dream. I was so thirsty and weak, my head was pounding like crazy and my stomach grumbling.