Sophia, Grew up with Photography as an escape from what she's really feeling inside.
Jaden, tries to seem picture perfect for his family but really wants to show them who he really is and how he feels...
"yes !" I yelled slipping on a pair of sweatpants at the sound of the doorbell ringing.
Everybody was out the house thank god and since Dylan left we haven't spoke so i just ordered myself a large pepperoni pizza and a soda.
I skipped down the stairs, jumping on the last step. I reached the door and frowned when I saw Dylan holding my box of pizza and soda.
" What're you doing here?" I asked scratching the back of my neck.
" I'm sorry Jay..." he sighed walking in behind me.
" you said that..." I mumbled grabbing the pizza from him putting it on the counter.
"please stop being mad at me i'm confused Jay!"
" Confused about what?!...you kissed me!"
" I'm not gay!" He exclaimed in a sort of whisper yell, putting the soda on the counter as well.
Thankfully he didn't slam it.
I took a deep breath grabbing a plate.
" Why're you here Dylan?...If you came here to tell me how not gay you are then you can leave...I don't care anymore" I shrugged letting the lie flow out my mouth.
" God Jay!...help me!" he exclaimed with a crack in his voice that triggered me. I spun around furrowing my eyebrows.
His eyes were glossy and he genuinely looked scared and confused.
I sighed wrapping my arms around him.
"We can do this together...you're not alone in this scared stage Dylan...I'm here for you" i said softly listening to what Sophia said a couple days ago.
Talking to him.
He nodded wiping his face.
" Thank you...where is everybody?" he asked furrowing his eyebrows.
cute?
" My mom and Derek are on a date and Sophia is still out with Kassidy and Noah" i said looking up at him.
" so we're alone?" he asked biting his lip.
"mhmm!...pizza all for us!" i smiled wide kissing his cheek. Dylan smiled pursing his lips.
Gotta get him a little more comfortable with the act step by step, That's what Sophia told me to do once i came out to her...
I'm still scared to tell mom and the rest of the family though, I don't want them to think differently of me.
Dylan and i got two slices of pizza each and made our way upstairs to my room.
" So...Movie marathon or finish the 100?" I asked sitting criss cross on the bed.
" let's watch a movie...together?" he asked chewing his lip nervously. I nodded crawling over to him.
" Don't be nervous...i'm still the bestfriend you've had since 8" I smiled caressing his cheek.
" Thats the thing Jay...I-I feel differently around you...I can't look at you without feeling weird..." he said twisting his lips. I just smiled running my fingers through his hair.
" you likeeee meee!" I teased pushing his shoulder. Dylan pouted looking away. " Hey...I like you too" i whispered lifting his chin, smiling.
Dylan looked straight into my eyes and it totally changed the mood for me but it changed into a much better mood. I felt eager for him...for this...for whatever he was feeling.
I took a bold move i probably would've never taken before and climbed onto him so i straddled his lap. I held onto of his neck licking my lips, moving the pizza onto my side table.
I wanted this, i did
But did he really want this? Did he want to be with me?
Dylan's hands hesitantly moved up my legs to my hips, holding me securely. He started to lean as well so i took the reigns and placed my lips on his.
The kiss became more and more heated as it went on. Dylan got more and more comfortable, His hands roaming farther and farther up my sides.
The two of us started to fall back onto the bed, Dylan was now on top, straddling me this time. I let out a soft moan, Dylan unintentionally grinding against me while trying to move up more on my lap.
After what felt like 5 or 10 minutes, Dylan and i pulled away out of breath with wild smiles on our faces.
" Wow" Dylan mumbled looking down then back up cutely smiling.. I smiled laying back all the way staring up at the ceiling.
Dylan took a deep breath to collect himself and laid his head on my chest.
" Thank you" he whispered into my chest
" For what?" I asked running my fingers through his messy hair.
" Being here...helping me understand more what's going on with me and with us I-I really appreciate you" He said softly tracing shapes into my chest. I smiled lifting his face and pecking his lips.
" I'm always here for you Dylan"
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