Alive or Not, I love you (thomas sharpe x reader)

Part 4

Warning!!!

Includes something close to self-harm and you getting a break down you do not speak or answer Thomas for a week and you are currently staying at a hotel in the town...ENJOY and (n/n) means nickname 

*I got out of bed and went downstairs. I took my jacket and decided to drive near the town so I could then park and go to Luna. I arrive and saw Luna in a hoodie I gave her and in a pair of dark jeans. Her back was to me so I saw her dirty blonde hair in a bun, she turned to me and smiled at me. Oh God, how she reminds me of Edith...I said hi to her and she kissed me. I smiled and she held my hand as we went off for your late night walk.*

-your p.o.v-

I laid in my bed, remembering all those times that I had with Thomas the future we both planned to have. It's gone...I cannot return it nor can he...I got out of bed, I brushed off the dry tear off of my face...I looked at the time, it was 1:30 A.M., dam, I cried for hours. I headed to the window and saw him, he was with her...they kissed and walked away...I fell down and cried. I broke down and yelled in agony of my heart being torn apart by this. I gave him my all and he just easily left me because of his lust for the damn Edith. I look at the kitchen and saw a knife...I got up with my eyes sore from crying so much and took the knife off the counter...I sat on the chair that's in the kitchen my phone was near me. As I was about to make a cut on my wrist, I heard a vibrate from it. I picked up the phone to see Jayden texting me "Hey". I placed the knife on the counter and picked up the phone and replied hi. ( FUN FACT - You dated Jayden before moving to the town you are now and you still had some feelings for him but they left after you realized you can help Thomas who was now your ex-fiance so you never really knew what happened to Jayden then ONTO THE STORY ) Jay right away responds and says-

Jayden: Hey, did I wake you up?

No, I'm just chilling at my place :(y/n)

Jayden: Well, I was texting you because I have bought a ticket to Crimson Peak. I'm coming tomorrow. 

Oh wow! Umm, how long are you going to stay here? :(y/n)

Jayden: Actually, I'm coming because of work, as you remember I'm a photographer so I need to find something to take pictures of that aren't something you see every day.

I chuckled and replied-

Yeah, the town here is a very old fashion looking town, not something you can see everywhere. :(y/n)

Jayden replied before saying goodnight -

Jayden: Well I have to pack because I'm staying for two weeks so can you pick me up at the train station? Because I don't know anyone there haha.

Lol, sure I will pick you up, what time? :(y/n)

Jayden: Around 12:30 P.M.

Sounds good to me :) :(y/n)

Jayden: Thanks so much (n/n) I'll see you tomorrow :D

At that, we finished our conversation and I looked at the time to see that it was 2:30 A.M.. I don't sleep much so I thought to go out for a walk, to clear my mind off.

-Tom's P.O.V-

As we were walking around the town, planning out things we wanted to do, I turned my head to see (y/n)...I didn't think she would walk at this time of night. I turned back to Luna and kissed her so she wouldn't see (y/n). 

-Your P.O.V-

I was walking when I saw a couple making out, then I realized it was Thomas...well he moved on quickly...he did 2 months ago...I walked anyways, acted as though as I didn't see it.

-Tom's P.O.V-

I stopped kissing Luna, (y/n) walked by and didn't even react. I never even wanted a reaction, I just wanted Luna not to see (y/n)...