falling for him // ziall

Chapter Nineteen

Chapter Nineteen

Niall’s POV

I hated that Jenny or Jennifer or whatever her name was. I hated that girl. I despised her. I didn’t even like her, I hated her, I…hate…her. No matter what Zayn tells me, I still hate her… So what if she has a boyfriend? I can still tell she likes my Zayn… I took a deep breath and shook my head. No, no, don’t think like that Niall, no one likes a jealous boyfriend, I told myself.

Zayn pulled me out to the crowd of people and we looked at each other smiling widely and dancing to the beat. I took my cup full of beer and raised my cup.

I then began shouting the lyrics to the song that was playing, Pursuit of Happiness, “I’M ON THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS AND I KNOW!”

Zayn looked at me a shook his head smirking, but he kept on jumping to the beat.

I kept on shouting the lyrics with the rest of the crowd, “EVERYTHING THAT SHINE AIN’T ALWAYS GONNA BE GOLD!”

I smiled widely at Zayn and told him to sing, or shout, with me, “HEY, I’LL BE FINEEE, ONCE I GET IT….I’LL BE GOOOOOD,”

I burst out in a drunken laugh and wrapped my arms around Zayn’s neck and kissed his neck. I felt him shiver and I smirked and kissed up to his ear and nibbled it. I felt Zayn’s hair rise at my touch, he placed his hands on my hips and pulled me closer to him. I kissed up to his cheek and then to his lips. Our lips tasted sour from the alcohol, but Zayn’s lips were just as welcoming and loving. The kiss was sloppy, but I didn’t mind, I mean, how would you get a flawless kiss at a party while everyone’s pushing you… But, actually while we kissed everything around us was moving in slow motion, all the people weren’t jumping wildly, they were jumping in slow motion. It felt as if Zayn and I were the only ones moving normally. Zayn took the lead and his tongue proceeded to my mouth and our tongues fought insanely. I put my hands on Zayn’s hair and pulled his hair softly. We pulled back and I rested my head on his forehead.

The song then changed and it turned out to be Avicii – Levels. I nudge Zayn and grinned at him, “Hey look, it’s your favorite song!”

I then heard someone on the balcony where the DJ was at, say something, “I’m dedicating this song to my best friend, Zayn,” It was that Jenny chick.

I rolled my eyes; I don’t think I’ll end up liking her… I took a deep breath and calmed myself so I didn’t burst with fury, hate…and well, mostly jealousy. I just danced wildly to the song with the rest of the people with Zayn by my side. Suddenly, Jenny came and pulled Zayn from my side and started laughing and dancing with him.

I groaned and tapped Zayn on the shoulder, he turned around, “Hey Zayn, I’ll go get us more drinks, okay?”

Zayn smiled and nodded, “Okay, babe,” He then turned back to that Jenny chick and started laughing with her.

I took a deep breath, shook her stupid laugh off of me like it was crawling all over me, and walked inside where all the drinks were.

“Hey, Blondie, want a drink?” A guy asked me, he smiled sweetly at me.

I nodded, “Yeah sure, please,”

I laid my head in the table on top of my arms and groaned. I hate her, I thought.

“Here you go, Blondie,” The same guy said as he handed me a cup of beer.

I thanked him and drank half of it in one sip.

“Whoa, slow down, there, Blondie, what’s wrong?”

I looked at him with narrow eyes and decided, fuck it lets tell him. I told him about how I have a boyfriend and his ‘best friend’ is the one hosting the party and that she was basically pulling him away from me and that I was just jealous as fuck.

“Well, here, let me go show you something,” The guy offered me his hand and I took it.

“Where are we going?” I asked him.

He didn’t respond.

He then took me up the stairs and into a room, he locked the door and didn’t answer me when I asked him why he did so.

“What better way to get rid of your jealousy than to hook up with someone?” The guy asked.

“WHAT? NO! I’M NOT CHEATING ON ZAYN! MOVE!” I pushed the guy, but my arms felt heavy and weak.

The guy grabbed my wrists and turned them dangerously far, it felt as if he would twist them more my wrist would break.

“NO. OUCH. STOP. THAT HURTS,” I begged.

“You sure have a lot of energy right now,” The guy then laughed awfully scary, “But, you will no longer in a couple of seconds after you’re put to sleep, Blondie.”

After he finished his sentence I knew what was going to happen next…rape. I’m going to get raped. He drugged me...

“NO! No! Please, please! Don’t please! I beg you!” I looked at the guy and I felt a lump in my throat, my eyes filled with tears, and my bottom lip trembled. I breathed out shakily.

“Too bad, Blondie,” The guy answered maliciously.

The room was dark, there were no lights. It was all dark which made the whole scene even scarier. The only light coming to the room was through the bedroom window.

“ZAYN!” I shouted loudly, hoping someone would hear me, “SOMEBODY HELP ME!”

The guy slapped me senseless and everything looked bright, “SHUT UP, BLONDIE. You’re wasting the last bits of energy you’re gonna have. You really think someone is going to hear you over that booming music?!”

The guy then pushed me to the bed harshly and I couldn’t stop him since every muscle in my body felt heavy, I couldn’t see clear any more, my voice felt weak… I could see spots of lights all over the room, my eyes were watering… Everything was blurry I couldn’t see a thing… All hopes of being saved were gone. I felt helpless....weak...broken....hopeless... I’m going to get raped… Why do I always have to rely on someone to help me… I hate myself… All these questions about how I could’ve saved myself ran through my head… But, I knew this was it… I’m going to get raped… I didn’t have any faith of getting saved anymore....

“Zayn…Please….Please....Help me… Zayn....” I managed to moan out from the huge lump in my throat… Suddenly, everything blacked out…

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A/N: My little Niall :( Anyways, THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR READING AND EVERYTHING. ♥ I love you guys a lot. If you haven't noticed. I seriously didn't have any hopes of ever having reads on this story besides my friends encouraging me to write on and go on... But you guys are actually wanting to read what's next and it's so motivational and I just love you guys so much! :) So, here you go! :) New chapter! :D Hope you enjoyed. ♥ Love you guys thanks for voting, commenting and/or fanning. :)

Dedicating this to: AshtonMooreR5, because her Call Me Maybe comment thingy made me laugh. xD