falling for him // ziall

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Zayn’s POV

So, this is it, I thought to myself, this is the end… The end of the four years of journey, the end of seeing all my amazing friends daily… and most of all Niall; seeing Niall daily, waking up to his beautiful pale face that seemed to glow brighter than the sun. Seeing those thin lips form into a smile that soon turn into words saying ‘good morning, babe.’ Seeing his cute reaction to seeing my shirtless, feeling his lips tenderly against mine… and his laugh that sounded like a melody even more extraordinary than any of Beethoven’s orchestra…

I feel like these four years went by like four months. I didn’t praise them like I should’ve; I should’ve enjoyed them more…

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I stood up slowly and sadly from the uncomfortable leathered metal chairs from the airport as the woman in the speaker said, “Flight five-oh-nine to Dublin, is now boarding, starting off with first class. If all the passengers could please make their way to flight five-oh-nine to Dublin, now boarding at Gate Six.”

Niall, who was sitting next to me, tightened his grip on my hand and didn’t stand up from his seat.

“Come on, Niall,” I said pained, “Please…” I bit my lip ignoring the tears that were shining on the edge of my bottom lashes.

Niall rolled his tongue under his lips and bit his lip, tears already streaming down his eyes, “I-I don’t want to leave you, Zayn,” he stood up sadly.

I looked down and held both his hands and looked down at our feet, “You…you have to, Niall. You were offered an amazing job! You can’t simply, not go. That’s selfish. You…you…you have to,” I said biting my lip as tightly as I could.

Niall sobbed, “Of course I can! I can ignore it and leave it behind and live with you! And…and we don’t have to try this ‘long distance’ thing!” Tears were streaming wildly down Niall’s eyes.

Louis stood up with a pained look in his face, “Boys, its Class B now, Class C is almost boarding,” Louis warned.

I had forced Louis, Liam and Harry to join me for support system; I couldn’t do this alone without them. I don’t like good-byes, they pain me.

Niall simply hugged me as tightly as he could and I hugged with the tightest grip I could, embracing the love that radiated from Niall. Holding his slim body in my arms and trying to enjoy his scent for as long as I could. I never want to forget that scent that I knew so much, I tried to force it into my senses forever.

Niall cried in my shoulder his tears staining my jacket and I didn’t mind at all, “I-I won’t cheat on you…I promise,”

It broke my heart to hear him say those words, “I won’t either…ever,”

“I love you,” Niall mumbled his lips pressed against my shoulder, “I really do, Zayn,”

“I love you too, Niall,” The tears started to stream down my cheeks, leaving burning trails as if they were made of fire, “I really do, my beautiful little leprechaun.”

“Last call for all the passengers boarding to flight five-oh-nine to Dublin,” The lady called and it echoed through my ears.

Niall broke apart as the other boys jumped on him and grouped hugged him.

“Skype us!” Louis’ voice called from the muffled hug.

“I’ll miss you,” Liam said, his voice cracking, he was crying and hell, he sure wasn’t the only one, I was sobbing as quietly as I could.

“We love you, Nialler,” Harry said, with his slow voice.

“We’ll miss you, mate,” Louis said and broke apart.

They patted his back and gave each other a brotherly hug.

I looked to the side where the people were boarding five people and Niall will have to make a run for it.

Niall broke apart and ran to me to hug me, “I love you okay, I really do,” Niall said as fast as he could, it was hard to make the words out with so many sobs and tears.

I hugged Niall tightly and kissed the top of his head, my lips pressed against his blonde hair. I held his slim waist and hugged him so tightly I could barely breathe, he did so as well. The moment was so bittersweet. It was so crushing to have Niall move so far away, but it was so marvelous to see our love be packed into such a short moment.

“Guys, hurry up two more people,” Liam warned sadly.

“I love you, Niall,” I said sadly as tears slipped down my cheeks.

“I love you more, Zayn,” Niall said weakly, his eyes moving from left to right watching my eyes. Clear tears fell from Niall’s bright blue vibrant eyes and I wiped them away with my thumb.

Niall then pulled me in to a kiss. It was still surprising to see him take the upper hand. Flashbacks rang through the back of my head. Seeing his little shy body open my dorm room door weakly and say that his name was Niall while holding his bags. Kissing him as a dare, dating Nina and seeing him cringe every time I had some sort of affection with her… These memories will never fade away…

Niall’s soft luscious lips pressed against mine softly and moved against mine as if we had script, our lips moved evenly and the flavor of tears was noticeable in our mouths. The same old fireworks that went on the first day we kissed were still as bright as they are now… These feelings never changed and I hope they never do.

Niall pulled away sadly and the feeling of his hands around mine faded away, “I have to go, I love you,” Niall kissed my cheek tenderly and stroked my other cheek with his thin hand. “I really do,”

“Call me when you get there,” I kissed Niall’s forehead and Niall ran to the gate bags in hand waving at me as his figure disappeared.

I stood there sadly and Liam, Louis and Harry ran up to me hugging me. I cried quietly and hugged them tightly a clenching feeling in my chest was threating me to kill me. It’s as if a part of me has left me… Why does he have to get a job all the way in Dublin while I’m stuck in the other side in London? I sighed heavily and more tears fell.

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The boys and I watched as we saw what seemed like Niall’s plane accelerating down the runway getting ready for the takeoff. Louis was right beside me and Harry was on my other side while Liam was behind me, all giving me the support I was longing for. They are always there when I need someone to lean on, and that’s what I appreciate so deeply of them. I loved them so much. They became my brothers in the short period of time of four years…

Niall’s plane then took off and faded out in the clouds… Tears rolled down my cheeks and splashed. My vision was blurred. My angel, my love, my Niall, my everything was inside that plane… Niall will always have a special place in my heart… always.

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A/N: This is the officialend of Falling For Him. But, since it's been requested I willmake an epilogue. :) I really,reallywant to thank you guysa lot like more thana lot likeA LOTthank you for all the feed back you guys have given me throughout the chapters the lovely comments the votes and just reading and fanning. Thank you, thank you for boosting me and keeping me excited about going. I really just want to thank you so much!((If you didn't understand basically Niall got offered an amazing job at Dublin and Zayn is stuck in London so yeah their working a long distance relationship))Also, I put up a story it's called: "My Step-Brother's Best Friend (A Ziam boyxboy Fan Fiction)" so go check that out if you'd like. :)

Btw, this chapter was inspired by the last chapter of the story: The Kissing Booth. That was probably the first story I read here on Wattpad :) Go check it out.

Once again thank you so much for EVERYTHINGI would've never finished this story without you guys. :) This is dedicated to all of you thank you. ♥ Also, thank you to Jenny, my mom and everyone that I know for helping me with story ideas. ♥ I love you guys bye. ♥ The epilogue will come soon:)