The Missing Piece

Time Leaves like life prt.2

WARNING!: This one is mostly depressing Sorry

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I've always had nightmares, even when i was a baby. i never actually knew why, i still don't.

I have bad paranoia and anxiety, i never act the way i do at home with being silly and crazy and weird. i  guess it's because i always wonder what people's reaction would be.

Me and my friend used to always play and build stuff.

sometimes even have a staring contest, ha

It was so weird, every time we would look at each-other in the eye, it would be like we were wondering what we're thinking.

I'm glad i looked her in the eye almost everyday, so i would remember what those brown-hazeled eyes looked like.

And how they would sparkle every time we made each-other laugh when we're sad, or upset.

I miss doing that

I miss laughing... like that

I miss smiling at her every time we saw each-other before school so we could go together

But this time we didn't go together,

we didn't smile in the presence of each-other,

we didn't laugh in the situation to try and make ourselves feel alright.

Instead we stood there,

with tears in our eyes and bloody noses,

with regrets and thoughts of what we could've done to make the pain go away,

to make him go away.

"Together, forever", is what we said and had promised.

"Never leave one behind", is what we promised.

But i guess promises are supposed to be broken.

I'm supposed to be broken...

like the glass from my window when we a had a tornado, all the glass on the floor,

i should've been broken down to the ground along with you.

But i stood and watch you break out your last words before you went to sleep for good.

Now we're both predators, but hunting for different reasons and things.

i'm hunting for the person who tore us apart.

he's hunting for the person who picked up their best-friend from the dirt and ran away to try and get help.

ha

But he couldn't,

The law, the cops, me, said no,

I watched him get taken down, and tooken away,

almost the same way you were.

Watch me,

Watch me accomplish the stuff you didn't get to finish for you

Watch me turn the tables on the people who blocked you out of their lives for stupid ass reasons for you.

Watch me,

Watch me sit by the fireplace and watch time go by,

Watch me get happy when people leave so it's only you and i and we can talk finally.

Watch me grow into a person that your proud of,

Watch as time helps me get back with you.

Watch