Forever & Always

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Peter and I fell asleep as I explained to him what a ship was. He fell asleep before I did, so of course that gave me time to think about what to do.

I don't understand how I'm supposed to "love" someone. The only person I've ever loved was my mother and she betrayed me.

I bit back the tears replaying the memory over and over in my head.

"Clara! It is time for you to grow up! There is no shadow at your window and there is no Peter Pan! If I would've known you would be this obsessed with it I never would have let you watch that childish movie!" She yelled at me. Mother was very unhappy because in class instead of writing a five hundred worded essay about politics I decided to write a story about Peter Pan's adventures and mine.

The principal wasn't so happy either if I must say.

"Are you even listening to me!?" Clara's mother yelled.

"Yes mother, I'm listening." I said quietly.

She stomped over to my bed and took my Peter Pan doll I slept with every night.

"This should teach." She had said as she walked over to the window and threw the doll all the way down to the dirt.

I ran over to the window. "No! Mother! How could you!?" I screamed at her, in result her hand made contact with my cheek as I felt a stinging pain. I grabbed my cheek and ran down to the elevator and climbed inside as my mother was yelling at me from behind. I clicked the "close door" button over and over until it finally shut leaving my mother on the other side.

As soon as the elevator door opened I flew out the door and sprinted outside to where my mother had thrown my Peter doll. I looked all around for it and couldn't find it. I was out there for hours searching desperately for my doll but could never find it. That was the first time I had been betrayed and lost something dear to me.

Still to this day I don't know where that doll is. Mother told me to "let it go and move on". I remember printing out files at the library saying "Lost doll looks like Peter Pan reward a big hug" but of course no one would give a child their doll back for a stupid hug.

I didn't even realize I was crying until I felt a tear fall on Peter's chest. I look at him and how he was dying. I began to cry been harder.

"Oh, Peter. Please don't die on me. I need you in my life. I've never needed anyone as much as I need you."

I remember Peter telling me he could read minds when I had first gotten here, which made me wonder if he could do it while he was sleeping.

Peter? I thought.

Can you hear me? I sighed as he didn't even flinch.

I just want you to know that I really need you. Forever & always.



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A/N: one comment = one punch for Clara's mom. Lol

Thank you for reading! Also! Check out my Robbie Kay fanfic "Asylum" thanks!

I just want all my readers here to know that if you ever need me or anything, I'm always here.

Forever & always.

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