College Complications ... [COMPLETED]

13. I think i love you

🗓Previously 🗓

"Esme?"

"Yeah?"

"I think I love you"

📅Now 📅

Jac stares at me as I just stare back surprised.

"You-you what?" My mouth drops.

He?

He loves me?

"I think I love you Esmeralda, I know I shouldn't but I can't help it." He grabs ahold of my hands. "I know it'll be complicated but I want to make this work for us."

"Really? Have you thought this through?" I question still in shock.

He loves me?

He wants to be with me?

"Yes, long and hard. There's only a few years between us, hardly any. I'd just most likely get sacked. But for you I'd do anything. You're almost at the end of the school year anyway so not long before we can walk out in public together" he smiles at me and squeezes my hands.

Is this what I want?

Do I love him?

Do I want to be with him?

What about Ezra?

How do I feel about Ezra?

I'm running out of time..

Who do I love?

Do I even love anyone?

"Esmeralda?" He looks at me concerned.

"Oh, sorry. I was just thinking." I smile at him but look down at our hands.

"Listen" he lift my chin so I'm looking at him. "I know it's a lot to take in, you're young. I'm not saying we need to rush this. We can take our time. No need to use any labels until you're ready"

"Thank you" I smile and give him a little kiss.

He drops me home to my house then says he'll call me.

Thank god it's the weekend tomorrow I need two days off

👨🏻‍💻 Jac: "hey x"
👩🏻‍💻 Esme: "hi xx"
👨🏻‍💻 Jac: "how are you?Xx"
👩🏻‍💻 Esme: " I'm good, you?Xx"
👨🏻‍💻 Jac: " I'm really good🙃Xx"
👩🏻‍💻 Esme: "haha, good 😝 xx"
👨🏻‍💻 Jac: "so... I was wondering. I know you don't want to rush into things. But I know of a nice place out of town and ...
👨🏻‍💻 Jac: "I was wondering if you'd want to go on a date? With me?Xxx"
👩🏻‍💻 Esme: "I would love to:)xxx"
👨🏻‍💻 Jac: "great:) what are you doing tomorrow?Xxx"
👩🏻‍💻 Esme: "Nothing... why?😊Xxx"
👨🏻‍💻 Jac: "well now you're going on a date with me:) see you at 9 am😘 Xxx"
👩🏻‍💻 Esme: "see you at 9, goodnight Xxx"

The next morning I woke up bright and early at 7am, I showered did my hair curly and done my make up nice.

I dressed in black jeans, white shirt and a blue denim jacket. I wore some black heeled boots to complete the outfit.

I spun around in the mirror looking at my appearance.

Hmm

I went a brushed my teeth ready and went downstairs for some breakfast.

*text message*

👨🏻‍💻 Jac: "hey, leaving now. See you in a bit Love Xxx"

I look at the time and it's already 8:45 am.