Elysian

Its Okay

The pain..

It's determined and demanding to ache, but I'm okay. And I don't wanna let this go. I don't wanna lose control, I just wanna see the stars with you.

If you hesitate between me and another person, I know you wouldn't choose me. I hope you would, but I know you wouldn't. I don't need to apologize for my feelings.

My feelings are real. Yours aren't. One of the hardest parts in life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder.

Trying is all I've been doing. I wait for the day that choosing me doesn't feel like a choice. Why would you care how I feel, right?

You hurt me. You kept hurting me. You were the person that mattered the most to me but you never loved me.

-Jess