Elysian

Hungry

I'm missing you, but nobody knows it but me...

I'm mad at you for making me care about you so much. I'm mad at you for making me fall for you. I'm mad at you for being the only happiness, and leaving me. I'm mad at how you only think of me as a friend. I'm mad that you don't take my feelings seriously .

I'm mad at myself for being in love with you when you love her.

But I love you so much you mean ass jerk. I don't say it, so I can get one back. I say it so you know.

I'm sorry for being the source of your sadness, I'm not saying i'm letting you go. Cuz I don't want to let you go. But if she makes you happy, stick with her.

I'm always gonna be here waiting. If she ever breaks your heart, I'll be here.

-Jess