Elysian

In My Feels

I've been in my feels since 4 in the morning.
Went to school in my feels. I have a lot of thoughts in my mind, but I don't know what to think anymore.

I don't know what to feel anymore. I just wanna lay down, while playing with our hands. I wanna feel safe. I wanna feel loved.

I wanna feel like i'm not just a second choice. I wanna know that your feelings are real. I wanna know what to do so I know how to do it.

I wanna feel like I can trust you with my heart, but like you wouldn't care. I wanna smile again. I don't want to feel just like another girl.

I wanna be that girl. That girl who tells you she loves you at 3 am. I wanna be that girl who tells you she misses you. That she wants to kiss you.

I wanna be the girl
You love back.

-Jess

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i suck at writing in print. shorry. ):