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I shot awake. sweat was dripping down my forehead. as i sat up, I was instantly pulled down by the ragging pain in my head. i put my hand on my head, whimpering at the pain. my stomach turned, i felt like I was going to throw up. I looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table. 12:32pm.

I can't remember what happened yesterday, everything is a blur. that was the case until I looked to my right to see multiple, empty beer bottles on the floor. the memories of last night flooded through my head. I remember what jin hyung told me, that him and taehyung were trans, and what i had said to them.

i sighed. im a horrible person. I'm completely fine with them being trans, that's who they are, but my drunk ass just had to go and say that. now they will probably hate me forever, it's going to be hard to make it up to them.

I sat up and got out of bed, ignoring the pounding feeling coming from my head. I stumbled slightly as I walked, but managed to get out the door and half way down the hall until I was stopped by yoongi.

as he stood in front of me, I could see anger building in his eyes. "what are you doing out here?" he growled in a low voice. I gulped. even though yoongi may appear small and squishy, he is absolutely terrifying when he's angry.

"umm," i said, quietly. "I wanted to go apologies to jin hyun- uhh, sorry, jin n-noona and taehyung." yoongi just scoffed, "why? regretting what you said to them?"

"I-I didn't mean what i said! I'm completely fine with them being trans, I don't want to lose them over the mistake I made! I don't know why I said it, but I regret it deeply!" I cried. yoongi looked at me with a questioning look, but just sighed. "I believe you, but I want you to your distance for a little while. they are absolutely heartbroken over what you've said, and I don't want you to accidentally hurt them again," he said coldly as he walked away.

"also," he added, "we're going out in a couple of minutes, we'll probably be back by 3 or 4." I just nodded as I headed down the stairs to the living room, plonking myself down in the couch, letting out a deep sigh. namjoon hyung, taehyung, jimin hyung and hoseok hyung were standing in the hallway by the door, staring at me. taehyung was hiding behind namjoon hyung. shortly after, yoongi hyung joined them in the hall, "now we just have to wait for jin," he said, checking the time on his phone.

7 minutes have past, some of them started to complain about how long jin was taking. hoseok hyung was just about to shout out to her but was stopped by the sound of someone running down the stairs.

we all looked in at the stairs, shocked at what we saw. jin had came down wearing a white, floral patterned, wrap-dress. she wore light makeup; I wasn't sure whether the blush was makeup or she was actually blushing. on her feet she wore white converse, and around the neck was a silver necklace with a small, heart charm.

"I-is this o-okay?" She stutter, nervously playing with her hands. I looked over to the others, they were in shook, their mouths were wide open, staring in awe. "y-you l-l-look b-beaut-tiful," namjoon squeaked, a strong blush spreading across his face. the others nodded, agreeing with namjoon but were too shocked to speak.

jin scurried over to them uquickly, eager to get out the door. they were going to the shops, to watch a movie, have some food and buy a few things.

"H-have fun," I said as they opened the door. When jin noticed me, she quickly hurried out the door, the others following shortly after.

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