Back with Jay, Nathan hasn’t come over for days. I can’t believe what I’ve done, I feel tears drop from my eyes as I sit there, my hand holding Jay’s gently.
“Jay, I’m so sorry… How could I do that to you… I hope you’d forgive me… Oh God, Jay, I’m a mess without you, I need you here with me, I do anything to see your beautiful eyes again.” I cry, when I see his eye lids flutter until his eyes creak slightly open, his hand tightening on mine, “J-Jay!” I stutter as he closes his eyes yet again, “No! Jay!” I scream, “Stay awake please!” I cry, “I need you…” I whisper as the nurse comes rushing into, as she sees me holding Jay’s limp hand with my face beside his defenceless body, my other hand laying across his chest gently.
“What seems to be the problem Mrs McGuiness?” She asks as I raise my head to her in confusion.
“Oh, my last name isn’t McGuiness that’s Jay’s…” I say bluntly.
“Oh! Sorry my mistake! From what I’ve seen you look like a wife worried for her husband…”
“No I’m just a girlfriend worried for her boyfriend…” I say holding back the tears.
“What happened just now Miss…?”
“Jenkins” I struggling to say without a tear falling
“Jenkins.”
“He fluttered his eye lids and his hand tightened! I saw it!” I manage to say over the emotions flying through my head, as she sighs.
“Coma patients can do that go back into a coma…” She says as I look back down to Jay sighing I thought he finally got better.
“Does that mean he’s getting better?” I ask, putting my second hand over mine and Jay’s hand.
“Erm, not always but sometimes…” She’s no fucking help. I sit there waiting for her to leave as she taken away from my happiness. I thought Jay heard me. I thought he knew I needed him. Maybe he’s trying to get better me.
“I love you, Jay… Please get better, you don’t know how much I need you right now…”
Nathan appears into the hospital room, the first time I’ve seen him in a week. Not making eye contact I stare down to Jay’s face. He protected me so well, he was willing to risk his life because of it. Stay with me Jay.
“Stay away from me, Nathan…” I say not looking at him, he sits beside Jay on the other chair as I sit there emotionless to him.
“Lacey…”
“Nathan I mean it. How could you let me do that, Jay…”
“How could you do that to Jay, your passing the blame to me but can I help it if I like you!” He raises his voice yet I’m speechless. He likes me?
“Perfect timing, Nath…” I end up laughing sarcastically as he sits there hurt.
“Lacey, honestly I didn’t think you were going to kiss me back, I wanted to kiss you for so long and-“
“And once you made me drunk you knew I could?”
“That wasn’t the plan! Eurgh Max was right-“
“What plan? And what’s this about Max?”
“I thought inviting you over would put me off you but now I can see why Jay wants to spend the rest of his life with you! Max knew that I liked you and he told me to stop mixing up my feelings and that you love Jay…” Nathan explains.
“Yeah, I do love Jay.” I confirm as he runs his hand through his hair as winces at the words.
“I get it, I get it… I’m sorry I fucked up…”
“You’re not the only one that fucked up…” I mumbled as we both finally made eye contact.
“We’ll get through this together… yeah?” Nathan asks taken my hand as I shrug him off nodding.
Me and Nathan stay beside Jay everyday having conversations letting Jay join into the conversation. We begin to talk about football as I say I honestly don’t care about it while Nathan is mad over it.
“What do you thinking Jay?” Nathan asks as I laugh.
“Don’t think he cares either!” I chuckle as he laughs lightly. I miss Jay’s laugh. I keep a brave face until Nathan leaves for the night. I begin to sob into Jay’s covers when I take out my iPhone and go onto twitter. I go onto my mentions to see thousands of thousands TWFanmily following me. Mentions fill the page within seconds. ‘@LaceyJenkins93 Is @JayTheWanted OK?’ ‘@LaceyJenkins93 There’s rumours Jay’s been shot, please say that’s not true?!’ ‘@LaceyJenkins93 Please tell us what happened we haven’t seen Jay for ages and there’s no #wantedwednesday flips recently?!’ ‘@LaceyJenkins93 we’ve seen pictures of the rest of the boys coming in and out of the hospital but no Jay, is he OK?’ I pluck up the courage to tweet saying @LaceyJenkins93: Jay’s in hospital right now but he’s gonna be OK soon #StayStrongJay I hesitate to press the send but TWFanmily need to know. My mentions blow up after 15 minutes TWFanmily manages to start trending #StayStrongJay I decide to tweet again LaceyJenkins93: Thanks for trending #StayStrongJay worldwide #TWFanmily Jay loves you all and so do I :*
It’s getting close to 4am as Nathan walks back in as I sigh. It’s not that I don’t like Nathan; it’s just the memories we have to live with. It’s an awkward silence, until I manage to splutter a few words.
“Nathan… Sing a song please…” I mutter as he looks at me confused.
“What song?”
“Sing Satellite...” The song Jay wrote for me.
“Baby come over here, I just gotta tell you something, something. There's nothing left to fear 'cause nothing's gonna hurt you, nothing. We take on the bodies of angels, away from everyone. Touch, as we circle the world, you and me, on the run,” He begins as Jay’s eyelids flutter once again I grab hold of Jay’s hand and grin with hope, “So put your hands up to the sky, yeah, put 'em up. Follow me, you wanna fly. I'll show you love, put your hands up to the sky, inside of mine. When we touch, we get so high…” Nathan drifts off as Jay’s eyes open.
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Jay McGuiness FanFiction: There's Nothing That Can Hurt You, Nothing.
FanfictionLacey loves life living with her boyfriend Chris when she meets Jay McGuiness and her boyfriend suddenly hangs out with the wrong sort of people and becomes a violent alcoholic. The only way she can get away from it all is to turn to Jay. Yet that's...
