Gajeel POV
I laid out on my bed, sleepless for hours, yesterday had my punching my walls, had me feeling totally useless and I had no control of this side of me, I didn't want her to hate me, I knew she did, I just knew she felt horrible and neglected, which I had never intended, I just didn't want to face this feeling, it was 12:30 in the morning and I had my pajamas on this,my hair nappy and unwashed, my teeth unbrushed, my house uncleaned, my friends constantly texting me to see how I was. But none from Levy, nothing.
I got up and for some reason went out of my apartment for the first time in two days and got some fresh air. I held my lighter and cigarettes and lit one, I heard heard the birds chirping and young people walking around, not looking like a total loser like myself. I took a long drag, which felt so relieving, levy always yelled at me when I smoked in front of her, what she never understood is it kept me from beating everyone's heads in when I was under pressure, it was better then booze in my opinion that I stopped, only cause of Levy, she dunked all my booze after a week of us meeting and I raised hell about it, I yelled at her for days as I had withdrawals, but she knew what I said wasn't intentional, she knew I was stronger then the urge. She was right, she was always right, she was always helpful. She still IS helpful.
By the time I knew it I smoked two more and then headed back inside, I had my mind cleaned, when I got into the apartment, my phone was ringing.
"You guys will never give up." I said but then stopped when I read the contact name. LEVY.
I immediately picked it up and answered the phone, I didn't say anything, I listened as I heard her breath drawl in.
"Hey...um, are you busy tonight?"
"Um, I, ah, I, no. No I'm not." I paced the room feeling antsy.
"Can I come over tonight?" I froze.
"Really?"
"Yeah?"
"...of course." I said. I heard her sigh.
"Okay, I'll be over after 5."
"See ya then." She hung up, I took the phone away from my ear, I get to see her tonight.
"Fuck." I said, "oh fuck!" I laughed and smiled.
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My Heart Aches For you (GAJEVY)
RomanceHow the hell is Gajeel gonna keep avoiding his feelings for Levy. it's completely destroying his heart. Including his friendship with the lovely book worm. Will she feel the same? Will there stubborn asses tell each other? This series is very deta...
