my breath gets caught in my throat,
i stop; and stare.
i see him holding you
and i'm fulled with despair.
i walk.
and blink.
i try not to think,
but as soon as i cross the corner, and you're behind me,
my legs buckle, and tears spill
from the corners of my eyes.
my love for you is in disguise.
breathing slowly, i look up at the sky
and wonder back to when you held me
instead of
pushing me away.
