you rejecting me was both the best and the worst feeling ever. for a week straight a cried and begged and felt so completely broken; we went from texting, video chatting, and calling every second of everyday to completely ignoring each other, pretending "we" never happened.
you said you needed to focus on yourself: you wanted to learn to be happy alone, and i had no right to be upset with you - i couldn't be mad at you, because you were always honest with me.
but that didn't make it hurt any less. day after day I cried a little more until one day, slowly, the tears started to decrease. you made me realize that i needed to learn something to, and that was to love myself. you showed me how unstable i really was, and i can now see that i was never ready either. i want to thank you for everything, but you won't even look my way anymore.
but thank you for being my favorite lesson.
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