That night

Good Bye-3

I don't have much that I have to pack, since I have to buy all of my clothing and I only work one job. I do go shopping occasionally though.

Last night Cloe called, turns out she's a bitch. she told me she called my parents and told them I was partying and having sex, point proven! she said it was payback for something I had done but I still have no clue what she's taking about!

So now I'm packing my bags alone and because of the thing I 'did' last night my parents refused to take me to the airport so again I'm alone, it wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't bleeding inside out or could barley talk but I am and I can't so that's great news! not.

I decided to ask my neighbors to drive me, but they are not very fond of me and don't like the fact that "i" cut myself so I asked my counselor once again for another favor.

"Mrs.Bixler thank you so much for driving me!"

"Well it's the least I could do since your mother isn't feeling well." she gave me a sad look and I felt kind of guilty. "Honey? are you sure you want to move so far away? Won't you miss your parents? I know you need there support."

Im pretty sure she was talking about the cuts. "I'll be fine thank you Mrs. Bixler. I'd like to explore the world you know? try something new!"

"Well alright honey, but I sure am gonna miss you! Oh and if you ever need someone to talk to or to give advice just call me ok?"

Again the cuts. "Alright I promise I will." We didn't talk much the whole way there except a little about the mountains and why I chose Denver.

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Once we get to the airport I start to feel nervous. This is one of those times where I wish I had a mom but once I look to my right the desire fades. "aww Mrs. Bixler you are going to make me cry."

"I...I'm so sorry honey please call me Bren."

"Oh Mrs. B- I mean Bren why are you crying?"

"I'm so sorry it's just that I've always wanted one of my own and you are the closest I've ever come!"

If only she new she was the closest I've come to having a mother!

"I'm gonna miss you so much, right when I land I will call you I promise ok?"

"Oh well alright," she says as she sniffles," but don't get into any trouble on the plane alright!"

"I won't don't worry!"

"Ok well you'd better get going, you don't want to miss your flight!"

"Bye Bren!" I give her on last hug and run off it get my luggage checked.

"Flight 1 zone 2 ready for boarding" that's me, I hand my pass to the woman at the counter as I enter the plane, I find my seat and I quietly thank Mrs. Bixler for getting me a seat next to the window. I start to get nervous as to whom might sit next to me but the nerves start to fade as I hear the flight attendant tell the passengers that they will close the door and take off in two minuets.

After a few moments I am no longer worried when I see the doors closing, and I won't have to sit next to two strangers during the flight. But just as I put in my head phones two boys about my age rush onto the plane. Oh great this should be a long ride.