That night

goodbye Rachel

"Um, Brad?!"  I start to feel light headed and Rachel's face pales as she catshes on to whats happening. "Rachel, could I talk to you for a moment please?" I take hold of her arm and pull her into the back room.

"Maddie? is that-you know who."

"Rachel, listen to me, you need to go out the back door and run to Liam's house, he can keep you safe but I can't"

"What will he do to you?"

"I don't know, but I don't want you to worry about it, I will be fine okay?" I wasn't gonna be fine and I know exactly what he's gonna do to me but I think I'll just keep that to myself.

"Um ladies?! May I come in?" Before I can answer I watch brad step into the living room, walking closer and closer to Rachel.

"Rachel run! I'll hold him off!" Rachel starts toward the back door as I grab a knife and sprint up to Brad. I jab him in the chest with my sharp object turning to face me as he pulls the knife from his back and sticks in into my left shoulder. I scream in pain as he gets his hands on Rachel well I slowly pull out the knife.

I watch as with one swift flick of his wrist Rachel lays on the floor, not a breath coming from her mouth. Brad walks up to me and takes the knife from my hand, sticking it back into the wound it had made before. Tears overflow as I look at the sight of my best friend dead one the floor, whom

I practically killed my self and the huge knife sticking halfway into my arm. Brad comes by and pushes the knife back into it's original place as I wince in pain. He leaned in close to me and takes a strand of my hair and pulling it so my head comes closer to his.

"I've decieded to be nice and let you say your goodbyes, i mean killing you best friend can earn enough hate from the rest right?" He snickers at his own genious comment.

"They would never belive that I kilied her" i snarl back at him. he leans his face to mine and pushes me agenst the wall, leaning in his head and forcing his lips on mine. I try to pull away but I know it's hopeless, i have no choice. He lefts up his right hand grabbing the knife that was stuck in to my arm and forcing further into my flesh. I scream i agony and h takes to oportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth, i gag and cry as he pulls away and walks to the car.

I lay on the floor next to rachel just staring at her, wishing he would have just given me a chance to make people hate me in my own way rather then latting him hurt my friends.

I give Rachel one last hug, letting every tear I've kept out flow down my cheeks, laying on the floor and saying everything I've had stuck on my chest for the past two weeks to my lifelss friend. I wonder what it feels like to be her, just have life end and finally be done with the day to day problems of the world. I pull out my phone and call Liam, telling him to come to Rachels as I begen to walk out. 

I stop in my tracks and i see the shine of and obgect from thr kitchen, i walk in, following the bright glow and as i get closer and closer i relize it's the light from the athroom door shining onto a large knife in the cornner of the counter. I walk up and place it in my hand, feeling the cool handle sooth my hand. He...he is just going to kill me anyways, why not just do it on my own. I stare at the sharp obgect trying to make a difficult decison. I could end it, just end all the pain and forget, forever. Harry could live on and Brad would leave them alone. I grab the knife in my right hand and pull up my right sleeve, wanting to prepare myself for the pain hat will come when i stab it into my own heart.

I glide the razor sharp metal across my skin as i feel it start to sting, I drop the knife and imediantly hold my hand over the, soon to be, scar. I bend over to pick up the nife from the floor and run it under the cool water, I begin to bring the knife to my chest, completly forgetting about the wound already in my right arm, as i feel the metal rip through my shirt. I scream in pain feeling it slightly pierce my skin  seeing a light come from the door, my body drops to the floor like stone, and I feel two arms around my body,pulling into another room...