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chapter 31: 🌹 you what? 🌹

We stand there silent for a minute before Rye speaks. "What do you want?" He sounds tired and it's making me feel worse. I'm I doing this to him?
"Can we talk? I know you hate me and I don't blame you I just want to explain why." He doesn't say anything he just closed the door and started walking down the stairs. I followed and we made our way silently to the park. We sit on the bench and I can't help but notice that he was sitting as far away as possible so closed to the edge he was basically hovering.
" I didnt leave because of you." I say breaking the silence. " I had been getting hate for months and I did try and ignore it I really did so so so hard but it just kept coming. At first it was little confused jealous comments but then I started getting DMs from accounts that I didn't know. Telling me that if I didn't stop hanging around with you guys then they'd hurt me. I brushed it of thinking they were only talking big. Well I was wrong. I was walking home one night when a bunch of girls jumped me. I was scared I just thought staying away would be better so I didn't hang out with you lot as much or tweet anything that involved you or the boys would make them stop. I was wrong what I didn't know was you guys were still mentioning me and that did not sit well with them. I left for family reasons but I used it to get away from everything and I knew if I told the girls where I was they would tell you and I didn't want you to know. My cousin was in a shop explosion you might of seen it on the news she was in a bad way so I had to go home. It was never any of your faults the boys or yours non of it." I finish with a big breath waiting for his reaction.
"If you were getting hate why didn't you tell anyone why didn't you tell me?" He says looking me straight in the eye.
"I was going to tell you honestly I was but after what happened when they jumped me I thought it would get wores if you defended me." I say looking away. He stands up suddenly and I think he's leaving.
" I understand why you left but I just can't understand the not trusting part. You fob it of as you being worried about getting in trouble or hurt by those girls but really your scared to let anyone in. You don't like to feel like you have to rely on someone else. But you can't keep doing this I want to forget this and move on but I just can't." He says.
"What do you mean?" I reply with tears blurrying my sight.
"I'm saying I don't know how much longer I can play your game anymore. You are all I think about and it's giving me a headache. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm constantly worried that if I look away you gonna be gone you've broken me and I don't know how to fix myslef." He stands there staring at me.
"I don't understand." I say really confused.
"And why would you? Shelli since the moment I first saw you I've not stopped thinking about you, you are in hear." He points at his heart." And you won't budge no matter what I do I can't get you out my system and its killing me cuz I'm so madly in love with you that I don't think I can stop." Before I could even utter a word he picked me up and our lips smashed together, his arms so tight around me I couldn't breathe, I've missed this boy so much...
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Hey beautiful people ❤
So I'm here with a massive update with so much packed in do u love me?
Hope you enjoyed it!
And they finally kissed! After 31 chapters they finally kissed 😂 wow I knew how to drag that out didn't I?
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